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[Fingers stroke through her hair, soothing himself. It's easier to deal with the shadows when he's sitting next to light and running his fingers through her soft soft hair. Dick will never be able to look at her features and not consider them anything but exquisite and lovely. She will always make his heart beat quicker.

Taking a deep breath, he smiles softly.]

I don't mind talking about it with you. You're the one person I do want to tell everything to. They aren't always the same, sometimes I kill Jason with a bat as Crane continues to berate me like he did in the pit, but I don't stop until Jason's dead. When...when I was down there I stopped. I realized Crane didn't have power over me, and that's what got me out. In my dreams... I don't. Sometimes I kill Crane too. Then I put a bullet to my head and wake, sometimes killing Jason is enough to wake me. It's always bloody, and terrible and I always feel guilt, so much guilt.