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I don't know. By cured I just mean I have shit and I'm working on it but I still have it and it's going to bubble over sometimes no matter how hard I try. I just want to make sure you understand that. I would say our philosophies couldn't be more different. That doesn't bother you anymore? You can live with that?

Then we both have a darkness in us only difference is I always did. But maybe that will help us understand each other better. You don't always fuck up, Dick. We all fuck up but inherently you're a good person. You always have been.

LOL I'm sorry but fuck around on you? I'm an idiot but I'd like to think I'm not that much of an idiot. I've been fucking fantasizing about you since before we even met. We don't know a lot about each other but I'm not a fuck around person. I don't really do casual or at least I didn't but some hurts stick with you. Alcohol or not, I didn't do this hoping for a quick fuck and then we go our separate ways. At least, I was hoping it wasn't that for you too.

Sounds like we both have ptsd from that night at the tower then. I'm sorry, ok? I didn't know. I had no idea you even thought about that. I wouldn't try to bring you back there on purpose ever. I know how it feels.