Maybe- yeah. I feel like we're in a good place though, aren't we? Bringing up stuff from the past- I dunno. If it's bothering you, sure. We can talk. I didn't know you loved me that whole time, no. But it doesn't change how much I love you know, you know?
[He's not sure if Dick has to do this, especially if he doesn't want to talk. But Jason doesn't exactly approach these things in a healthy way, so maybe the more they start talking, the more normal it'll seem. It's hard to say, though. And he doesn't want to have a panic attack again.
He doubts it'll happen, there isn't much that sets him off. Dick just found one of those deep fears and pulled it right out.
It'll be okay, though. Dick kisses him so fiercely, and he kisses back, letting it give him strength. Being in Dick's arms like this always does. His arms are tight around Dick because he wants the other to know he feels the same way. He needs Dick so damn much.]
I know. I just want to make sure we're healthy. I don't want to have anything hanging between us. Does that make sense. We don't have to do anything now. I'm happy and we're doing wonderful. I feel lighter and love you so much. We can figure out a way to do it that makes it feel less ominous some time.
[It's not going to happen today, or on their trip. It's only a thing that Dick wants them to think about over time, because being able to share the good and bad is a thing that they need to be able to do he thinks-- because bad will happen, and neither of them are perfect.
Maybe if they do get used to it now it'll be easier in the future. It's only because this relationship and Jason are the most important things in the world to Dick and there's nothing he would do to make sure they remain together and a success.
Getting this tattoo is a huge step for them, and when they kiss it feels like there's nothing that could ever tear them apart. Holding Jason for a few seconds longer, Dick presses a kiss to Jason's neck and nods. ]
I'm okay now. I want this more than ever now. I want the world to know that we belong together, two birds risen from the ashes.
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[He's not sure if Dick has to do this, especially if he doesn't want to talk. But Jason doesn't exactly approach these things in a healthy way, so maybe the more they start talking, the more normal it'll seem. It's hard to say, though. And he doesn't want to have a panic attack again.
He doubts it'll happen, there isn't much that sets him off. Dick just found one of those deep fears and pulled it right out.
It'll be okay, though. Dick kisses him so fiercely, and he kisses back, letting it give him strength. Being in Dick's arms like this always does. His arms are tight around Dick because he wants the other to know he feels the same way. He needs Dick so damn much.]
Are you doing ok now? You ready for this too?
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[It's not going to happen today, or on their trip. It's only a thing that Dick wants them to think about over time, because being able to share the good and bad is a thing that they need to be able to do he thinks-- because bad will happen, and neither of them are perfect.
Maybe if they do get used to it now it'll be easier in the future. It's only because this relationship and Jason are the most important things in the world to Dick and there's nothing he would do to make sure they remain together and a success.
Getting this tattoo is a huge step for them, and when they kiss it feels like there's nothing that could ever tear them apart. Holding Jason for a few seconds longer, Dick presses a kiss to Jason's neck and nods. ]
I'm okay now. I want this more than ever now. I want the world to know that we belong together, two birds risen from the ashes.