[Jason's aware of Dick's gaze, and blushes the whole time, damn his pale skin, but also feel that little buzz of arousal that comes from being watched. He shouldn't, he knows, because Dick is an impossible target if there ever was one. But he feels it nonetheless, maybe pauses for just a brief second when's done and naked, not posing but just being there to be looked at, before he makes the plunge.
He shakes off water and grins at Dick.]
Hard to show off acrobat dives when it's an acrobat you're showing off for.
[Jason sighs blissfully, drifting further into the pool. He hadn't known how to swim when he first started with Bruce, but it was one of the many things he'd learned. A hot tub soak would be great, his muscles were always strained somewhere.]
Yeah. Sounds good. We could raid their fridge too, but probably all weird expensive crap.
Is a running cannonball really something acrobatic though?
[That's more about getting Dick overwhelmed by a giant Jason tidalwave, but Dick can respect how it might not be as great when a person is naked unless they are super comfortable with themselves. It wouldn't leave much to the imagination. Not that he finds himself minding that.
Shaking the thought from his head, Dick bites at his bottom lip and swims toward Jason, doing a side stroke when he's next to him. It's refreshing and nice to spend a little time with the other titan without anyone else around. It's not something they normally get around to doing. Something knots in Dick's stomach, and burns a little lower, but he shoves it way down. He can't get distracted. ]
I didn't think about breaking in to get food. That could be fun if we want after the soak. I don't know if they'd keep much since they are barely around, but they might. Could have something like mac-n-cheese in the pantry.
[Jason pulls himself around in the water, facing Dick so they're half-circling one another. But there's a smile on his face that lightens him from what he usually looks like around Dick. This is, for once, something fun to do.
And Jason knows he's imagining it, but he still gets a thrill out of swimming naked with Dick, imagining that Dick wants the skinny dipping to lead to something else. Jason knows that's not the case - but no harm in letting himself half believe it for a few minutes.
He laughs, ducking under for a moment and coming up again a little closer to Dick. Even Jason's not sure if that's on purpose or not.]
They might have some quality booze stashed, if nothing else.
[When Jason circles around, Dick grins. He can't help himself. The young male looks amazing wet, and Dick feels lighter than he has in a long time. They've both been through so much together that having this banter back and forth feels like the easiest thing they've been able to do since Jason came to live with him. It still doesn't exactly stop the twisting in what Dick's going to only label as his stomach, but he's not going to complain.
Jason seems like he's enjoying it. The light's back in his eyes as well, and that takes away some of the guilt that Dick's allowed to fester. When Jason pops up closer, Dick pushes him under again quickly after he speaks.]
Who says I'm going to let you drink. You with the fake ID. Who says I didn't bring beer for us already?
[Dick gives a single nod to his bag, which already has a couple of six packs of cans in it. There are a lot of things that Dick can be, but when he's out to have a stupid good time-- he can be both, and do both. Be stupid and have a good time. He also lets his feet tangle with Jason's underwater a few times, sending his pulse up a couple of notches before he realizes what it does to the rest of him, and has to pull away before Jason notices.]
[Jason laughs, shaking his head and spraying water droplets as he did. ]
Just have to prove you can outsplash me, huh Grayson.
[He gasps quickly as he's dunked and then surfaces with a sputter.]
Oh, so it's like that?
[Jason sweeps an armful of water toward Dick, laughing. It's stupid and it's fun, but there's a flush of heat to Jason's cheeks too, a darker hint to his eyes. Jason knows HOW to flirt - he's not bad at it. But he doesn't know how to flirt with Dick, who Jason would read as being interested in him, if it were anyone else.
When Dick tangles his feet with Jason's the last time, Jason lets his foot drift upward along Dick's calf, purposely licking wet lips as he looked at Dick.
It's not gonna happen - he knows it. But the fantasy is worth a little risk.]
You go for cheap beer, I go for their liquor cabinet and the fancy bourbon or whiskey or whatever they probably have ... the beer can chase it.
[Words are drowned out as Dick gets a a mouthful of water coming from the corded muscles of Jason's arms. He sputters and laughs, rubbing his face afterwards. No matter how hard he'd tried to distance himself from the younger male, they still end up slightly tangled under the water.
Sliding their legs together almost completely, Dick can feel his entire body respond and knows that he's in completely unfamiliar and overtly dangerous territory. Dick's always been able to pick up the women he's desired, but this is so far out of his league and like nothing he's ever experienced before. It's not even close to what he would consider proper behavior, and yet it's nigh to impossible to ignore.
Tossing a splash back at Jason, Dick takes off and swims to the shallow end. He has to get his body and the results of their naked frames touching away for half a second so he can think.]
I like both options. If you think I don't have a secret stash of fine liquor in my room, you're probably right because I'd never tell you about it.
[Dick grins cheekily, still feeling playful and having fun despite the situation between his legs.]
[Feeling safer over in the shallow end of things, Dick leans against the wall and flips his hair back, trying to keep the longer strands from his eyes. From this vantage, Jason looks even better, water glistening off of his broad chest, hair almost tame in wet, wide curls framing his face and those stunning eyes. When Jason parts his lips as he gazes at Dick, the older titan hardly knows what to do with himself.
He glances away toward the hottub, thinking it could be a safe escape if he could somehow get up there without Jason seeing him. ]
I might have stolen a few bottles when I was your age. I knew what it was to be young and reckless once, or twice. I wasn't perfect, still aren't. I make a lot of mistakes.
[Moving toward the tub, Dick judges the height from the pool to the inside. It would take a little bit, and he'd risk exposure, but he could do it. Glancing back, he smiles. ]
I wanted it to be you. I've fucked up our relationship from the start, and I thought this might help fix it some. Yeah, I wanted to see you.
[Leaving it at that, Dick can feel the eyes at his back as he heaves himself out of the pool and into the smaller tub. It was obvious that he was extremely turned on. His thick cock sat heavily against his stomach. ]
Listen Jason. I mean, I- I shouldn't. I've never.
[Hell, Dick has no idea what to say to that. He's never felt like this about someone he knows he shouldn't, someone beyond his realm normal possibilities. Not that he thinks it's bad-- it's just that he's worried about how things could turn out for them if they followed through with anything. ]
If we match-up fuck ups, think I'll probably still come out on top.
[Jason watched avidly as Dick crawled out and into the hot tub, taking in the curve of his ass, and the cock that stood against his stomach.
Fuck, Jason didn't know what to do but he was going to do something, however reckless. This kind of chance might never come around again, and Jason wanted Dick. He'd never admitted to himself how much, really.]
It is me. I'm here. Think that might mean that hard-on you have is my fault. I'll take care of it for you, if you want me to.
[Jason pulled himself out of the pool too, but just stood by the tub, watching Dick. He was hard too, and his feet shifted a little, vulnerable to rejection and nervous with it. But he still watched Dick with a hint of hopeful eagerness.]
Between us? I don't think you've fucked anything up at all. In relationships, I'm pretty good at it.
[Too good at it, Dick thinks and the last thing he wants to do is screw this one over as well. He watches as Jason gets out of the pool and makes his way over. There's a fine tremble that works its way through him when he notices exactly how hard the younger male is when he stands there eyeing Dick with such obvious vulnerability.
If Dick did this now, if he let Jason simply take care of him it would be an abuse of his power and Dick didn't have that in him, but he wasn't sure he could let all of this go either. He wasn't sure he could let Jason go.
Taking a deep breath, Dick reaches out a hand.]
Come here, come to me. I don't need you to take care of me, but I want more than you standing there.
Haven't really had any to write home about, so I meant general fuck ups.
[Jason was pulled taut enough with tension for there to be a fine tremble to his hands too. He licks his lips and watches Dick in turn, waiting for his answer.
Tension melts to a touch of relief when Dick reaches for him. Jason flashes a smile - more gleeful than smug - and climbs in, shamelessly sinking down onto Dick's lap, bareassed and entirely pressed up against him.]
Hey, Dickie.
[Jason's greeting is cheerful, but there's a hunger to it too, and he leans in, nose brushing skin, lips kissing small and chaste below his ear.]
You'd be surprised when you've been raised by Bruce. It doesn't take much.
[There was plenty he knew about Jason and so much that wasn't his fault. Dick knew that he had to take it easier on the younger man. He was above the age of adult, barely and yet had completely missed his childhood in a very different way than Dick had missed his.
Impressionable didn't begin to cover it. Dick fought his urges as long as he could, knowing how wrong this had to be, but there was something special to Jason that was easy to see. There was a drive and a passion that made him indelible. Every time Dick would try, he only found himself watching Jason more.
That Jason would crawl into his lap hadn't been something Dick was prepared for. He'd never been remotely sexual with a male, and this was a leap from watching Jason from afar to having him hard and firm against him. Suddenly there were muscles pressed up against Dick's body, a cock that glazed against his hip. He might have jumped if he didn't have a lap heavy and full.
Breathing deeply, Dick tries to remember what he wanted. He had wanted to start slowly, carefully for not only Jason's sake, but his own. He didn't know how to dive in. ]
Jason...
[He breathes, and leans back a little. Taking Jason's hands, he holds them between the pair of them. ]
Slow down a minute. I - I've never even kissed another man before. Give me a second to catch my breath. I wanted you to come to me so I could kiss you. I wanted you to be my first. Now you're here in my lap, and I'm... wow.
[His chest is heaving and it's obvious how affected he is by this. Not that it's a bad thing, just very new. ]
No, I don't want you to move. Not now. Give me a second to get used to it.
[There's so much to take in. Taking another deep breath, Dick releases a hand and slides it over and down Jason's shoulder. The strength and bulk of it are more than one might expect from the surface if they'd never seen him outside of his normal bulky streetwear. Dick had. He'd seen these beautiful muscles at work.
He knew the way they bunched and unfurled with strength as they moved through their paces. He was more proud of Jason and his growth than he'd ever let on. It was hard to be the one without a focus, without a name, a purpose. Here, in this tub though-- it wasn't about names, it wasn't about the work. It was merely about them.
Careful fingers slid up the side of Jason's neck and eventually cupped his cheek. Dick grew more accustomed to the solidness of the male in his lap, the deliberate brush of a hardened cock against his hip. It took him a few minutes, but Dick relaxed into it-- enjoying it eventually. Knowing in his heart and mind that this is the reality he'd been longing for, for longer that he'd even been willing to admit to himself.
Leaning forward, he touched their lips together hesitantly, softly. He'd had daydreams of feasting at this mouth so many times. These lips haunted him both day and night, along with the eyes he watched carefully, albeit briefly before his lashes fluttered closed and his mouth parted so that he could lean further into the kiss, his real hunger suddenly driving him to seek more.
Releasing Jason's other hand, he drew the other in closer around the waist as they kissed, his tongue quickly finding entrance so he could taste and tangle with Jason's.]
[Jason had fantasized about this - Dick's arms around him, his mouth on Jason's, the glistening of the water on his skin (showers had made frequent appearances in his daydreams - or wet dreams.)
But with it here and real, he was caught between too-eager and afraid of blowing it.
So he kissed back a little tentatively. But then Dick kept kissing him, pressing it deeper and pulling him in closer. Jason made a little sighed noise against Dick's mouth, and then gave up holding back, sinking in against him and kissing him, lush and hungry, one hand coming up to fist in his hair.
His lips parted for Dick and his other hand slid along Dick's back, nails dragging without scratching.]
[The deeper the kiss grew, the further Dick fell down the rabbit hole of his fantasies. A part of him felt like this was all still a daydream, or perhaps he was asleep at home and his brain had concocted some beautiful fantasy where he knew exactly what Jason felt like under his fingertips, what his mouth tasted like and understood the totality of what those plush lips felt like against his own.
It was far more than Dick had ever dared to hope. It felt so right, that somewhere inside he knew that it couldn't be wrong despite their age gaps. Some part of this felt like coming home. Maybe it was far too soon for Dick to know that, but his body had never felt so perfectly molded to another like this. Hips rocked up and against those in his lap. He used the leverage of his arm around Jason's waist to pull Jason down against him and in against his own hips, forcing out a soft moan into their kiss.
Breaking said kiss, Dick inhaled deeply and kissed over Jason's sharply cut jawline, and down to his long lean neck. It was like he was some form of Greek god come to life. ]
Fuck, Jason. You are so perfect.
[The words were breathed against the dampness of Jason's neck, where Dick lapped over the surface, catching water and sweat both on his tongue. He sucked at the skin briefly here and there, never quite leaving marks until he got lower. His mind was fully resolute in whatever happened between them tonight. There was no more holding back. Lips encased another bit of skin along his shoulder and Dick sucked further, pulling up skin in his mouth so that he could leave a deep purpling bruise on the surface.]
[It was the kind of giveaway Jason wasn't fond of making - but when Dick called him perfect, Jason shuddered all over, little needy moan against Dick's mouth escaping.
Jason didn't know why he lit up like a fucking Christmas tree just for Dick compliment - it was just sex talk. But he DID. His hand curled harder in Dick's hair, just shy of pulling, and he rolled his hips, rocking down against Dick, kissing him again and then letting his head fall back for those wandering lips. The idea of wearing marks all over was hot as hell. Proof that yeah, this had happened.]
Gonna - fuck - gonna show everyone where you've been, Dick? I'll wear tank tops around so you can look at it until it fades.
[Watching the way Jason lights up beneath him, makes Dick realize exactly how much the praise and compliment did for him. It makes Dick want to praise him even more. He wants to feel that shudder, that tiny flush of Jason's body all over again and again. Dick truly did feel like Jason was absolutely perfect in this moment. There is nothing that will ever convince him otherwise and nothing that will ever erase the way he feels as their bodies grind together within the buoyancy of the water.
Small waves begin to splash over the side of the hot tub the more they force their hips and bodies together. Dick continues to moan, and sigh. He bites his lip when Jason threatens to wear tank tops in order to show off his mark. He'd placed it lower so that Jason could hide it-- never once thinking that it would be something the other would want to show off to the world.
There's something about knowing and seeing his work that turns him on even further. His cock jumps in the water. ]
You do that, and you won't last long without me pushing you against a wall and wanting you like this again.
[Taking a chance, Dick reaches between them and hesitantly takes Jason's cock in his hand. He slowly explores the head with his thumb, circling around the tip a few times before offering a comfortable stroke or two. Dick's in awe as he holds the thick shaft, knowing that this -- that Jason's cock is so hard and it's all for Dick.]
Fuck. You're so hard. God, Jason. I love how you feel in my hand. I've fantasized about this so many times.
[There's very little in Dick that makes him believe he's all that special in any way. He may be wanting Jason like this, and have waited all this time for the other-- but it certainly doesn't make him believe that Jason's waited for Dick in any way. Experience would show otherwise. Who can blame him with a body and lips like that. He's so much, and Dick is only one of so many people. He probably just wants to add another notch to his bedpost.
It doesn't matter that he shouldn't be a part of this, Dick lets his desires guide him, and puts it all on the line. No one else gets under his skin like Jason. No one else makes him like this. ]
I've never felt anyone but myself. You have no idea what you do to me, do you. I've watched you, wanted you.
[His fingers take in the both of them and begin to rub their erections together, moaning as he does so. There's so much more that he wants but he doesn't know if he can hold off waiting to get out of the fucking hottub for now. This is where they are and it feels so good to feel the way their bodies are heated and rubbing up against one another. ]
Nah. Most of them can keep their teeth to themselves. But you - you can bruise me up like a peach if you want.
[Dick is special to Jason in ways Jason can't even really articulate. He was Robin when Jason worshiped him, Nightwing when Jason resented him while still wanting to please him. He hadn't waited - that ship sailed long before he met Dick - but Jason had been ... wishing, even when they were at each other's throats and it was stupid. Hell, part of the fantasy had been them fighting and it turning into something else.
Jason reached down, hand sliding down to grip Dick's wrist, hips rocking them together too. He licked his lips.]
Right here, Dick. Can have whatever you want. What did you think about when you were watching? You want to fuck me? See how tight I am for you? Or want to fuck my throat? Just gotta say and it's yours.
[Why had they done this to themselves, fought for so long and tormented one another through jealousy and stupid shit when they could have had this. It doesn't matter if Jason is young and Dick knows that he's wrong in doing it. This is the only male he's ever wanted in his life, and it feels better than anything he's known before.
Jason gets under his skin, not only because of how good looking he is, but because of who he is. They understand one another in ways others can't. Not perfectly, never that, but there's still a bond. Dick groans loudly when he thinks about being able to mark up that beautiful skin when they get out of here.
Because they are getting out of here eventually. ]
I want it all. I've thought of both those things. I want to know what it's like to taste you too. I've never done it, but I want to. I want to fuck you, in all different ways. I want to lick you everywhere. I want to do things I can only imagine because I've seen them in porn.
[It may make him feel filthy, but he doesn't care. Feeling himself growing closer to orgasm, Dick drags Jason into another kiss, speeding up his hand enough to catch the top of his cock at a better angle as it rubs against Jason's. When he starts to pant, he has to pull back.]
Fuck, gonna come. You're gonna make me come. Jason. Oh fucking hell.
[They were both complicated, they dragged their baggage in with them from the start - and Bruce hadn't exactly helped by never warning Dick.
Doesn't seem to matter now though, all the bullshit between them. Doesn't stop this from feeling like every damn thing Jason wants right now. Maybe all he's wanted for a while, really.
Jason's hiss of a groan dies off in the kiss Dick drags him into, and Jason rocks against him again. He wraps his hand loosely around Dick's - not guiding him, just being a part of the stroking hands.]
All of that. Any of that, fuck. Do it. Come for me. Promise watching you will put me right over.
[Riding the incredible high that comes with not only a new experience, but this aching need that Dick has been torturing himself with since he first laid eyes on Jason, he finally allows himself exactly what he wants. The walls crumble and he opens the tight grip he has, letting Jason's hand into the fold so that it's the pair of them jerking him to completion.
And oh what a beautiful finish it is. Dick comes with a cry of Jason's name, his seed bursting through the water in small jets that float off into the bubbles and get lost around them. Dick leans forward, panting with the heady evidence of slight stick and slick of what happened still caught up on his immediate fingertips, but he doesn't let go of Jason's hand yet. He watches as he continues to work their erections, forcing Jason to completion as well, dying to see what it's like when the other caresses that final force and allows himself to let go. ]
[Fuck, Jason wished he could tattoo the sight of that on the inside of his eyelids and see it over and over again. Dick was always fucking gorgeous but when he came he was practically otherworldly, the look of ecstasy on his face, the tense muscles, the sound he made as he yelled Jason's name.
Jason soaked it all in greedily, and it didn't take much for him to follow after, head falling back and eyes shutting, hand moving over them both still until he spilled all over Dick's hand and stomach, the water quickly washing it away, leaving Jason panting.
He dropped his head forward again, onto Dick's shoulder, catching his breath and muttering quietly.]
Fucking Christ. Dick.
[He didn't know what he was saying and it didn't really matter, he just wanted to say something. He turned his head, lips pressing against Dick's neck and kissing there.]
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He shakes off water and grins at Dick.]
Hard to show off acrobat dives when it's an acrobat you're showing off for.
[Jason sighs blissfully, drifting further into the pool. He hadn't known how to swim when he first started with Bruce, but it was one of the many things he'd learned. A hot tub soak would be great, his muscles were always strained somewhere.]
Yeah. Sounds good. We could raid their fridge too, but probably all weird expensive crap.
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[That's more about getting Dick overwhelmed by a giant Jason tidalwave, but Dick can respect how it might not be as great when a person is naked unless they are super comfortable with themselves. It wouldn't leave much to the imagination. Not that he finds himself minding that.
Shaking the thought from his head, Dick bites at his bottom lip and swims toward Jason, doing a side stroke when he's next to him. It's refreshing and nice to spend a little time with the other titan without anyone else around. It's not something they normally get around to doing. Something knots in Dick's stomach, and burns a little lower, but he shoves it way down. He can't get distracted. ]
I didn't think about breaking in to get food. That could be fun if we want after the soak. I don't know if they'd keep much since they are barely around, but they might. Could have something like mac-n-cheese in the pantry.
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[Jason pulls himself around in the water, facing Dick so they're half-circling one another. But there's a smile on his face that lightens him from what he usually looks like around Dick. This is, for once, something fun to do.
And Jason knows he's imagining it, but he still gets a thrill out of swimming naked with Dick, imagining that Dick wants the skinny dipping to lead to something else. Jason knows that's not the case - but no harm in letting himself half believe it for a few minutes.
He laughs, ducking under for a moment and coming up again a little closer to Dick. Even Jason's not sure if that's on purpose or not.]
They might have some quality booze stashed, if nothing else.
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[When Jason circles around, Dick grins. He can't help himself. The young male looks amazing wet, and Dick feels lighter than he has in a long time. They've both been through so much together that having this banter back and forth feels like the easiest thing they've been able to do since Jason came to live with him. It still doesn't exactly stop the twisting in what Dick's going to only label as his stomach, but he's not going to complain.
Jason seems like he's enjoying it. The light's back in his eyes as well, and that takes away some of the guilt that Dick's allowed to fester. When Jason pops up closer, Dick pushes him under again quickly after he speaks.]
Who says I'm going to let you drink. You with the fake ID. Who says I didn't bring beer for us already?
[Dick gives a single nod to his bag, which already has a couple of six packs of cans in it. There are a lot of things that Dick can be, but when he's out to have a stupid good time-- he can be both, and do both. Be stupid and have a good time. He also lets his feet tangle with Jason's underwater a few times, sending his pulse up a couple of notches before he realizes what it does to the rest of him, and has to pull away before Jason notices.]
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Just have to prove you can outsplash me, huh Grayson.
[He gasps quickly as he's dunked and then surfaces with a sputter.]
Oh, so it's like that?
[Jason sweeps an armful of water toward Dick, laughing. It's stupid and it's fun, but there's a flush of heat to Jason's cheeks too, a darker hint to his eyes. Jason knows HOW to flirt - he's not bad at it. But he doesn't know how to flirt with Dick, who Jason would read as being interested in him, if it were anyone else.
When Dick tangles his feet with Jason's the last time, Jason lets his foot drift upward along Dick's calf, purposely licking wet lips as he looked at Dick.
It's not gonna happen - he knows it. But the fantasy is worth a little risk.]
You go for cheap beer, I go for their liquor cabinet and the fancy bourbon or whiskey or whatever they probably have ... the beer can chase it.
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[Words are drowned out as Dick gets a a mouthful of water coming from the corded muscles of Jason's arms. He sputters and laughs, rubbing his face afterwards. No matter how hard he'd tried to distance himself from the younger male, they still end up slightly tangled under the water.
Sliding their legs together almost completely, Dick can feel his entire body respond and knows that he's in completely unfamiliar and overtly dangerous territory. Dick's always been able to pick up the women he's desired, but this is so far out of his league and like nothing he's ever experienced before. It's not even close to what he would consider proper behavior, and yet it's nigh to impossible to ignore.
Tossing a splash back at Jason, Dick takes off and swims to the shallow end. He has to get his body and the results of their naked frames touching away for half a second so he can think.]
I like both options. If you think I don't have a secret stash of fine liquor in my room, you're probably right because I'd never tell you about it.
[Dick grins cheekily, still feeling playful and having fun despite the situation between his legs.]
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Dick twists away, but is no missing what he felt. Dick is hard. Jason's breath suddenly seems hard to draw in, and his own cock woke up in a hurry.
Jason stares after Dick, forcing in a deep breath.
Shit. Dick is turned on here, with him. Jason almost didn't know what to do.
Almost. His reckless nature got hold of him enough that he just drifted closer, watching Dick.]
'Course you do. You probably started sneaking stashes from B.
... why'd you ask me here tonight, Dick? Could have asked anybody. Was it maybe me you wanted to see?
[Jason's voice dipper lower at the last - unmistakably flirting, lashes lowered as he drifted closer again in the water.]
Looks like you've got a problem. I could take care of that for you.
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He glances away toward the hottub, thinking it could be a safe escape if he could somehow get up there without Jason seeing him. ]
I might have stolen a few bottles when I was your age. I knew what it was to be young and reckless once, or twice. I wasn't perfect, still aren't. I make a lot of mistakes.
[Moving toward the tub, Dick judges the height from the pool to the inside. It would take a little bit, and he'd risk exposure, but he could do it. Glancing back, he smiles. ]
I wanted it to be you. I've fucked up our relationship from the start, and I thought this might help fix it some. Yeah, I wanted to see you.
[Leaving it at that, Dick can feel the eyes at his back as he heaves himself out of the pool and into the smaller tub. It was obvious that he was extremely turned on. His thick cock sat heavily against his stomach. ]
Listen Jason. I mean, I- I shouldn't. I've never.
[Hell, Dick has no idea what to say to that. He's never felt like this about someone he knows he shouldn't, someone beyond his realm normal possibilities. Not that he thinks it's bad-- it's just that he's worried about how things could turn out for them if they followed through with anything. ]
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[Jason watched avidly as Dick crawled out and into the hot tub, taking in the curve of his ass, and the cock that stood against his stomach.
Fuck, Jason didn't know what to do but he was going to do something, however reckless. This kind of chance might never come around again, and Jason wanted Dick. He'd never admitted to himself how much, really.]
It is me. I'm here. Think that might mean that hard-on you have is my fault. I'll take care of it for you, if you want me to.
[Jason pulled himself out of the pool too, but just stood by the tub, watching Dick. He was hard too, and his feet shifted a little, vulnerable to rejection and nervous with it. But he still watched Dick with a hint of hopeful eagerness.]
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[Too good at it, Dick thinks and the last thing he wants to do is screw this one over as well. He watches as Jason gets out of the pool and makes his way over. There's a fine tremble that works its way through him when he notices exactly how hard the younger male is when he stands there eyeing Dick with such obvious vulnerability.
If Dick did this now, if he let Jason simply take care of him it would be an abuse of his power and Dick didn't have that in him, but he wasn't sure he could let all of this go either. He wasn't sure he could let Jason go.
Taking a deep breath, Dick reaches out a hand.]
Come here, come to me. I don't need you to take care of me, but I want more than you standing there.
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[Jason was pulled taut enough with tension for there to be a fine tremble to his hands too. He licks his lips and watches Dick in turn, waiting for his answer.
Tension melts to a touch of relief when Dick reaches for him. Jason flashes a smile - more gleeful than smug - and climbs in, shamelessly sinking down onto Dick's lap, bareassed and entirely pressed up against him.]
Hey, Dickie.
[Jason's greeting is cheerful, but there's a hunger to it too, and he leans in, nose brushing skin, lips kissing small and chaste below his ear.]
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[There was plenty he knew about Jason and so much that wasn't his fault. Dick knew that he had to take it easier on the younger man. He was above the age of adult, barely and yet had completely missed his childhood in a very different way than Dick had missed his.
Impressionable didn't begin to cover it. Dick fought his urges as long as he could, knowing how wrong this had to be, but there was something special to Jason that was easy to see. There was a drive and a passion that made him indelible. Every time Dick would try, he only found himself watching Jason more.
That Jason would crawl into his lap hadn't been something Dick was prepared for. He'd never been remotely sexual with a male, and this was a leap from watching Jason from afar to having him hard and firm against him. Suddenly there were muscles pressed up against Dick's body, a cock that glazed against his hip. He might have jumped if he didn't have a lap heavy and full.
Breathing deeply, Dick tries to remember what he wanted. He had wanted to start slowly, carefully for not only Jason's sake, but his own. He didn't know how to dive in. ]
Jason...
[He breathes, and leans back a little. Taking Jason's hands, he holds them between the pair of them. ]
Slow down a minute. I - I've never even kissed another man before. Give me a second to catch my breath. I wanted you to come to me so I could kiss you. I wanted you to be my first. Now you're here in my lap, and I'm... wow.
[His chest is heaving and it's obvious how affected he is by this. Not that it's a bad thing, just very new. ]
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[Jason lets Dick take his hands, flinching - barely perceptible - at what he sees as rejection in the motion.
But rather than jumping away and downplaying it, he just stays, listening.
Jason's trigger on reacting when he's rejected is usually light speed. But he actually listened and then took a deep breath.]
Okay ... you want me to move for you to kiss me then?
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[There's so much to take in. Taking another deep breath, Dick releases a hand and slides it over and down Jason's shoulder. The strength and bulk of it are more than one might expect from the surface if they'd never seen him outside of his normal bulky streetwear. Dick had. He'd seen these beautiful muscles at work.
He knew the way they bunched and unfurled with strength as they moved through their paces. He was more proud of Jason and his growth than he'd ever let on. It was hard to be the one without a focus, without a name, a purpose. Here, in this tub though-- it wasn't about names, it wasn't about the work. It was merely about them.
Careful fingers slid up the side of Jason's neck and eventually cupped his cheek. Dick grew more accustomed to the solidness of the male in his lap, the deliberate brush of a hardened cock against his hip. It took him a few minutes, but Dick relaxed into it-- enjoying it eventually. Knowing in his heart and mind that this is the reality he'd been longing for, for longer that he'd even been willing to admit to himself.
Leaning forward, he touched their lips together hesitantly, softly. He'd had daydreams of feasting at this mouth so many times. These lips haunted him both day and night, along with the eyes he watched carefully, albeit briefly before his lashes fluttered closed and his mouth parted so that he could lean further into the kiss, his real hunger suddenly driving him to seek more.
Releasing Jason's other hand, he drew the other in closer around the waist as they kissed, his tongue quickly finding entrance so he could taste and tangle with Jason's.]
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But with it here and real, he was caught between too-eager and afraid of blowing it.
So he kissed back a little tentatively. But then Dick kept kissing him, pressing it deeper and pulling him in closer. Jason made a little sighed noise against Dick's mouth, and then gave up holding back, sinking in against him and kissing him, lush and hungry, one hand coming up to fist in his hair.
His lips parted for Dick and his other hand slid along Dick's back, nails dragging without scratching.]
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It was far more than Dick had ever dared to hope. It felt so right, that somewhere inside he knew that it couldn't be wrong despite their age gaps. Some part of this felt like coming home. Maybe it was far too soon for Dick to know that, but his body had never felt so perfectly molded to another like this. Hips rocked up and against those in his lap. He used the leverage of his arm around Jason's waist to pull Jason down against him and in against his own hips, forcing out a soft moan into their kiss.
Breaking said kiss, Dick inhaled deeply and kissed over Jason's sharply cut jawline, and down to his long lean neck. It was like he was some form of Greek god come to life. ]
Fuck, Jason. You are so perfect.
[The words were breathed against the dampness of Jason's neck, where Dick lapped over the surface, catching water and sweat both on his tongue. He sucked at the skin briefly here and there, never quite leaving marks until he got lower. His mind was fully resolute in whatever happened between them tonight. There was no more holding back. Lips encased another bit of skin along his shoulder and Dick sucked further, pulling up skin in his mouth so that he could leave a deep purpling bruise on the surface.]
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Jason didn't know why he lit up like a fucking Christmas tree just for Dick compliment - it was just sex talk. But he DID. His hand curled harder in Dick's hair, just shy of pulling, and he rolled his hips, rocking down against Dick, kissing him again and then letting his head fall back for those wandering lips. The idea of wearing marks all over was hot as hell. Proof that yeah, this had happened.]
Gonna - fuck - gonna show everyone where you've been, Dick? I'll wear tank tops around so you can look at it until it fades.
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Small waves begin to splash over the side of the hot tub the more they force their hips and bodies together. Dick continues to moan, and sigh. He bites his lip when Jason threatens to wear tank tops in order to show off his mark. He'd placed it lower so that Jason could hide it-- never once thinking that it would be something the other would want to show off to the world.
There's something about knowing and seeing his work that turns him on even further. His cock jumps in the water. ]
You do that, and you won't last long without me pushing you against a wall and wanting you like this again.
[Taking a chance, Dick reaches between them and hesitantly takes Jason's cock in his hand. He slowly explores the head with his thumb, circling around the tip a few times before offering a comfortable stroke or two. Dick's in awe as he holds the thick shaft, knowing that this -- that Jason's cock is so hard and it's all for Dick.]
Fuck. You're so hard. God, Jason. I love how you feel in my hand. I've fantasized about this so many times.
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[Jason went on, as enraptured by the praise and the marks as Dick was. He huffed a breathless laugh.]
Don't threaten me with a good time. I don't have a lot of shame when it comes to where I'll get naked for you - long as you do the same.
[Because Jason would have trouble being vulnerable if Dick wasn't right there with him.
He gasped when Dick touched him, hips rocking into the grip and whimpering at the careful way Dick's fingers explored him.]
Fuck, Dick. Course I am. For you, always get hard for you.
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[There's very little in Dick that makes him believe he's all that special in any way. He may be wanting Jason like this, and have waited all this time for the other-- but it certainly doesn't make him believe that Jason's waited for Dick in any way. Experience would show otherwise. Who can blame him with a body and lips like that. He's so much, and Dick is only one of so many people. He probably just wants to add another notch to his bedpost.
It doesn't matter that he shouldn't be a part of this, Dick lets his desires guide him, and puts it all on the line. No one else gets under his skin like Jason. No one else makes him like this. ]
I've never felt anyone but myself. You have no idea what you do to me, do you. I've watched you, wanted you.
[His fingers take in the both of them and begin to rub their erections together, moaning as he does so. There's so much more that he wants but he doesn't know if he can hold off waiting to get out of the fucking hottub for now. This is where they are and it feels so good to feel the way their bodies are heated and rubbing up against one another. ]
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[Dick is special to Jason in ways Jason can't even really articulate. He was Robin when Jason worshiped him, Nightwing when Jason resented him while still wanting to please him. He hadn't waited - that ship sailed long before he met Dick - but Jason had been ... wishing, even when they were at each other's throats and it was stupid. Hell, part of the fantasy had been them fighting and it turning into something else.
Jason reached down, hand sliding down to grip Dick's wrist, hips rocking them together too. He licked his lips.]
Right here, Dick. Can have whatever you want. What did you think about when you were watching? You want to fuck me? See how tight I am for you? Or want to fuck my throat? Just gotta say and it's yours.
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Jason gets under his skin, not only because of how good looking he is, but because of who he is. They understand one another in ways others can't. Not perfectly, never that, but there's still a bond. Dick groans loudly when he thinks about being able to mark up that beautiful skin when they get out of here.
Because they are getting out of here eventually. ]
I want it all. I've thought of both those things. I want to know what it's like to taste you too. I've never done it, but I want to. I want to fuck you, in all different ways. I want to lick you everywhere. I want to do things I can only imagine because I've seen them in porn.
[It may make him feel filthy, but he doesn't care. Feeling himself growing closer to orgasm, Dick drags Jason into another kiss, speeding up his hand enough to catch the top of his cock at a better angle as it rubs against Jason's. When he starts to pant, he has to pull back.]
Fuck, gonna come. You're gonna make me come. Jason. Oh fucking hell.
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Doesn't seem to matter now though, all the bullshit between them. Doesn't stop this from feeling like every damn thing Jason wants right now. Maybe all he's wanted for a while, really.
Jason's hiss of a groan dies off in the kiss Dick drags him into, and Jason rocks against him again. He wraps his hand loosely around Dick's - not guiding him, just being a part of the stroking hands.]
All of that. Any of that, fuck. Do it. Come for me. Promise watching you will put me right over.
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And oh what a beautiful finish it is. Dick comes with a cry of Jason's name, his seed bursting through the water in small jets that float off into the bubbles and get lost around them. Dick leans forward, panting with the heady evidence of slight stick and slick of what happened still caught up on his immediate fingertips, but he doesn't let go of Jason's hand yet. He watches as he continues to work their erections, forcing Jason to completion as well, dying to see what it's like when the other caresses that final force and allows himself to let go. ]
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Jason soaked it all in greedily, and it didn't take much for him to follow after, head falling back and eyes shutting, hand moving over them both still until he spilled all over Dick's hand and stomach, the water quickly washing it away, leaving Jason panting.
He dropped his head forward again, onto Dick's shoulder, catching his breath and muttering quietly.]
Fucking Christ. Dick.
[He didn't know what he was saying and it didn't really matter, he just wanted to say something. He turned his head, lips pressing against Dick's neck and kissing there.]
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Oh god, that bedroom lol
It's perfect! lol xD
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((sorry for the delay!))
np!
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