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[With every invasive moment of this being new to Dick, he didn't, couldn't think of anything but how much he wanted the younger man. It twisted him up inside. The glow of the blue light reflected off their naked bodies and gave everything a sort of odd hue, but it did nothing to diminish the need that pulsed through every nerve fiber of Dick's body.

At Jason's encouragement, Dick snapped his head up-- as if he'd been enthralled by what he was doing. His breathing short and shallow. ]

I'll give it to you. You have to learn to be patient. All the best things come in time.

[It wasn't really that Dick wanted to wait. His cock stood hard and even leaking against his stomach. It was more that he was enjoying this. This was something new, and it was with Jason. It meant more to Dick than a quick fuck, even if he could see their bodies already raw and connected, Dick had to slip in his second finger, and then eventually a third, probing and pulling Jason open.

With every press into Jason's body, Dick felt himself grow in desperation. He knew that soon it would be him. He'd be the one filling Jason completely. ]

[robintoo]

[The hazy blue light only added to the surrealness of this moment. Dick was staring at Jason like he was a fucking five course meal, and that was still hard to wrap his head around. It felt dreamy.

But the touch wasn't at all dreamy. Every touch lit a very real fire in Jason's belly, made his hard cock ache all the more. Jason had no expectations beyond tonight, which meant he wanted to soak up every last moment they had.

Didn't mean he wasn't still impatient as hell though.]

That's bullshit.

[The accusation came with a laugh though, and Jason looked back up at Dick, rubbing a bare leg along Dick's calf. His hips rocked with the probing fingers, and he whimpered when they hit just where he wanted them, body arching up toward the contact.]

[cohero]

[Knowing Jason the way he did, which was well in one way and not at all in others-- Dick at least understood his impatient nature. He was always jumping into things headfirst, and Dick know that he couldn't make this last as long as he wanted without the younger male being drawn a little out of his damn mind.

It was difficult when Dick didn't know when or if he'd ever have this again. He'd waited so long and wanted this so much. His heart was pounding loudly in his ears and beat a thick resounding chord through his cock.

Fuck, Jason was fucking a vision and Dick wanted to keep thrusting his fingers inward, beating against that one tiny spot just inside and to the side that he'd found. He wanted all those little sounds and pants-- until he knew he couldn't take it any longer. His own body needed more. Fingers wrapped around his cock and stroked it a few times.

Lube was slathered all over it. Leaning forward, he kissed Jason's thigh when he pulled his fingers out. ]

Fine, you win. You fucking win. I need inside you. I need it now.

[With Jason holding his legs, Dick takes a deep breath, and lines his cockhead up. Nerves drape his system and carve through his body right next to the pleasure that slowly slithers along every passageway when he begins to push inside that tight canal. ]

Fucking hell, you're so tight for me. Oh god, Jason. You're so fucking good.

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[Jason laughed, breathless and throaty.]

I'll take the win.

[There was a part of Jason that thrilled at the things Dick was saying, because they were hot and sincere - but also because it was JUST HIM. Dick hadn't wanted to fuck any of his old Titans, or some Justice Leaguer. He wanted JASON. It was Jason he was breaking his own norms for.

Christ, Jason wanted to RUIN him for anyone else.

He sucked in a breath as Dick started to push into him, the burn of it welcome and coming with the pleasure of Dick filling him up, the hard proof of just how MUCH Dick wanted right there inside him.

Jason willed himself to calm down a little, because he could come from that alone if he wanted to.

He made a noise of involuntary pleasure when Dick called him "good", too, not even realizing it.]

Fuck, Dickie. Knew you'd be perfect without clothes too. Perfect ass, perfect cock, perfect face. Fuck me!

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[There would never be another person that Dick would break this part of himself for either. He'd never look at another male like this. It was only Jason that Dick saw like this. It was fucking crazy to him, but now that he was here looking down into those eyes, at that face twisting up with pleasure. Dick knew that he had already lost himself. It didn't matter when it happened. He groaned loudly. ]

Fuck, Jason. Fuck. You're so fucking amazing, such a good boy for me.

[Letting himself breathe when he finally met the edge of Jason's body, Dick had to force himself to relax as well. His balls tightened, and throbbed a few times then edged back. Kissing along Jason's neck, and collar, Dick sucked up a few more marks. He couldn't help but make sure that the world knew that Jason was taken. Maybe they didn't have to know by whom, but no one would doubt that someone had laid their claim.]

Wrap your legs around me. I want to feel you surrounding me when I fuck you.

[Dick pulled on one of Jason's legs as he started to move, hips banging out a slow, measured pace at first as he got used to the tension of being bound so tightly by Jason's ass. It was like nothing he'd known before. Fuck he was gorgeous like this. Dick never wanted any of this to end. His body ran flush with a wash of gooseflesh as he began to pick up his pace, flesh slapping against flesh and echoing throughout the room. The bed began to move and make noise beneath them.]

[robintoo]

[Jason's whole body shuddered when Dick said he was good. it wasn't something Jason would have thought could get to him - but he was wrong because that kind of validation shot right to his cock and that same part of himself that was amazed that Dick wanted him at all. The new marks Dick was leaving stung, the pain just another point of pleasure.

Jason's nails dug into Dick's back as he obeyed, legs sliding high on Dick's sides, wrapping around him tightly as Jason rocked up against him.

It was almost agonizingly slow in the best kind of way at first, and Jason whimpered, let go of Dick's back with one strong hand and wound it into Dick's hair instead, pulling at it.

Dick seemed to know what Jason wanted, and his hips snapped faster, driving into Jason and making his heart race. He took deep breaths, trying to come back down a little, because he was so fucking close already.]

Gonna come soon. Don't stop. Just keep fucking me if I do. Fucking use me up, Dick.

[cohero]

[The yank to Dick's hair was perfect. It gave him the validation he needed beyond the moans and other short sounds. It allowed Dick to truly let go where he'd been holding back ever so slightly. He was a man possessed. There was a part of him that was scared that if he really let himself take what he wanted, he'd somehow lose it all, or even hurt Jason in a way that wasn't pleasurable.

Knowing himself, Dick liked, even wanted someone to be rough with him like this. He'd never vocalized it previously because he'd never had a person that gripped at this part of him. There wasn't another soul out there like Jason, no one else this important. Dick couldn't explain it, or put it in a neat box like he usually did, but this time he didn't have to.

His body gripped tightly to the one below him. His fingernails dug tightly into Jason's hip, and he began to really pound harder into the young male. Dick had never fucked anyone like this before in his life. He grunted and moaned, and said Jason's name as a prayer on his breath over and over.

When Jason told him he was on the edge, Dick cursed again. He never wanted this to end. ]

Fuck, Jason, I want you to fucking come for me, my good boy. Come all over me. I want every part of you, give it to me, come on baby. I want you to do it. Come!

[robintoo]

[Jason was many things, but he wasn't fragile. He felt that last little shred of Dick's carefulness snap, and it just made him cling harder, gasp out Dick's name.

Jason liked it rough because that was most of what he'd known. But this wasn't familiar to him. The intensity, the way he felt as Dick filled him up. Jason felt needed and owned. And what shocked him more was how much he liked it - craved it even. Belonging in bed with your former idol was heady for a boy who'd never felt like he belonged anywhere.

And fuck, it was good. Dick was hard and thick inside him, pegging nerves that had Jason's toes curling already. He shuddered at Dick's demand.]

Fuck. Feel so fucking good.

[He let go of Dick with one hand, sliding it between them to wrap around his own cock, stroking just a few times. It was enough. He gripped at Dick's shoulders again as he arched up into him, crying out loudly as he came.]

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[Hearing his name like that, like some prayer breathed into the heavens for any and all to hear had Dick work even harder for the prize he begged for. He wanted Jason's pleasure ripped from his body, like every cry and breathless moan that emptied between them.

Bruises formed on both their bodies, from hips to shoulders. It didn't matter where each of them clung or how hard they did. It felt so fucking good to know that Dick was giving as hard as he got. He wanted his marks to remain, and wanted to have his flesh marred in return. He wanted the world to know that he'd been given the best gift in the world this night-- the body of the person he was quickly falling for, if he hadn't already stumbled head over heels.

Not that Dick noticed that as he filled the other man. When Jason finally did come on a loud cry, Dick felt that tight surrender pull his own orgasm from him. The walls of Jason's body contracted around Dick's cock, and milked him tighter than he's ever felt before. He pegged the other deeper, harder for several quick bursts and emptied himself to overflowing. Dropping down heavy for several breaths after.

With a weary smile, Dick ran a finger along the side of Jason's stomach and culled up a long strip of come and smeared it over the bottom of Jason's lip so that he could lean in to lick it off.]

Goddamn right that was fucking amazing. That has to be the best fucking sex I've ever had and I can't wait to keep having it with you.

[robintoo]

[The idea of Dick falling for him was foreign. But then so had ever having him like this. Jason stills finally, panting for breath, eyes wide, dark and glassy. He'd felt Dick come inside him - stupid, but perfect too.

He shivered, soft fuck escaping when Dick smeared his own come on his lip and then licked it off.

He blinked at Dick's comment and then laughs - soft and lighter than Jason usually is.]

I'm game, but you're gonna have to give me a few minutes to feel my face again.

[cohero]

[Laughing, Dick kisses Jason with small little presses of his lips all across Jason's face, cheeks, nose, eyes, chin, and finally lips again. He's grinning widely, obviously riding the supreme afterglow of what they just shared.]

I don't mean right this minute. I'm thinking about over the next, oh, I don't know, years to come. At least several more times when we get back. You can sneak into my room when everyone's asleep, or distracted in their rooms.

[Kissing across Jason's neck, Dick kisses a mark that he accidentally left on Jason's neck. He'd apologize for it, but he likes seeing it there and knowing that the rest of the world will know that Jason belongs to someone-- even if they don't know who. It's Dick's mark, and he's a little possessive over it.]

[robintoo]

[Jason's nose scrunches at the kisses, and he can't help but laugh, squirm a little, the laugh bordering on a giggle.

And then Dick kept talking about a future, and Jason was too unguarded to hide how he looked longing at the idea.]

Years huh? Might get sick of me.

[He could almost believe though, right now, that Dick WOULDN'T. That he meant it. And Jason really wanted to fucking believe that, which was why he was so afraid to.

He tipped his chin for Dick's wandering mouth, baring his neck with a little pleased hum, skin still sensitive. He didn't know about the mark yet ... but he'd feel the same way. Smug over having a mark that stuck from how Dick wanted him.]

[cohero]

Nah, I doubt it. You're pretty entertaining when you want to be.

[More than entertaining, he figured. Dick wanted to know all the ins and outs of the other. He wanted to know what made Jason tick, beyond being Robin. There had to be so much more to him than what was on the surface and Dick wanted to pull that out of the young male.

Now that he'd crossed all the lines with him, he wanted to cross a million more. Kissing over skin he'd already tasted, Dick knew he was completely addicted. No one else could ever compare to this. It was like nothing he'd had or ever wanted to step away from. Looking into those blue eyes, at the fullness of lips and sharp jawline, who could give it up?

Sure Jason was a cocky little fuck, but that was the joy of him. God, Dick was so close to falling for him. It struck him hard. ].

You should mark me. I marked you right here... and you should mark me too. Not where it can be seen, but so I remember this. I want to feel it, so make it dark.

[Lifting his neck, Dick pointed to a spot just below his collar and offered himself up for Jason. He wanted to be able to remember the first time they were together, wanted to be able to press on that mark, and feel the bruise, make it darker if he wanted to. ]

[robintoo]

Only when I wanna be, huh? What makes you think I'll want to entertain you?

[At another place and time, that would have been a challenge. But here, right now, with Jason fucked out and content, it was just playful, and Jason dropped a kiss and a nuzzle of his head against Dick's shoulder.

He laughed, head tipping back and fingers coming up to press against the spot Dick wanted to mark.]

You want to remember.

[Jason's face did something complicated, but not unhappy, and then he was curling lazily over Dick, kissing his way up Dick's chest, tongue and teeth toying with each nipple before he finally made his way up toward the spot. And then his mouth worried at it with his teeth and sucked at the soft skin, drawing a bruise slowly to the surface.]

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You don't have to, but you'll entertain me every time you walk by.

[There was a satisfied smirk on Dick's face that said exactly what he was thinking while he looked at the naked body he'd just had all to himself, and knew without a doubt that he would take again very soon. He wanted every part of Jason, and fuck if he wouldn't do every thing he could to get it. He meant it when he said all Jason had to do was walk by, because Dick would take it from there-- or his mind would.

There was a sigh when Jason touched where Dick wanted him to mark. His body thrilled a little inside. He could feel the tightness in his stomach, bind further into a knot. ]

You know I fucking do. I don't ever want to forget this. I don't want you to either.

[Dick watched Jason carefully. He watched that look as it crossed beautiful features. His cock throbbed a little, sending aftershocks through his body with each touch of Jason's mouth and tongue. He was working Dick for all he was worth, and then he could feel the curl of teeth against skin, the tender break of flesh, and the slight pull as Jason bound blood to the surface of the mark, making a deep bruise that wouldn't be forgotten tomorrow. Moaning, Dick threaded his fingers in Jason's hair, and brought their mouths together.

He needed to taste him once more, he wanted to seal all of this together. He needed to taste everything that Jason had just given to Dick and remind the younger man that this was all wanted, and it was far more than that. ]

[robintoo]

[Jason gave a hoot of laughter at that, then leered playfully at Dick, hands sliding down to grip his ass, squeezing lightly.]

Yeah well, it's your turn. I've been entertained by you walking away for a while now.

[Jason licked over the mark he'd left, satisfied little groan in his throat.]

I won't. Even if you really want more of this. I thought going in it'd be a one time thing we danced around for forever. Rather get to do this with you.

[He sank into the kiss, too lazy to drive it toward urgency or hunger again, but basking in it, lush mouth soft against Dick's, tongue tangling with his.

He flashed a small smile.]

Maybe you'll even let me fuck you one day, Dickie.

[In Jason's experience, it was dangerous to count on a future. But right now, Jason just wanted to believe.]

[cohero]

[After letting Jason take the kiss exactly where he wanted it to go, Dick kept the pace as lazy as the younger male directed. His own flesh may have still been sparkling with untapped fireworks just beneath the top layer, but he enjoyed this part too. It wasn't every day that he got to lay in a bed looking down at the face he'd watched for so long. ]

I really do want more of this. [Casting his eyes down almost shyly, Dick ran his nose along the strong definition of Jason's chin, scraping it against a lazy five o'clock shadow. It felt so different than any woman he'd ever been with-- different, yet right. All of this felt perfect, that's how Dick knew that now matter how bad he'd fucked up everything else, he couldn't do the same with this, wouldn't do the same with this. ] That is if you do. I won't force you into anything you don't want, but I want something with you, Jay.

[A snapped laugh, Dick curls his hand around Jason's hip and squeezes it tight]

You sure you want all of this. I mean, I guess I could let you. Only if you decide to be mine, and only mine.

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[Jason tips his head for Dick to nuzzle along, fingers petting him lazily, almost randomly. He half-smiles.]

Couldn't make me if you wanted to.

[It's teasing, not confrontational.]

Take me though, that's something you can do pretty well.

[A smirk a little wriggle when his hip is squeezed. But Jason goes quiet for a minute, that rare hint of self-consciousness in his face that doesn't come often, but that Dick's seen a few times. Finally he speaks slowly.]

Yeah, Dickie. I want. But I've never really done that before. The one time I tried didn't go so hot. Does that ... mean you'd be only mine too?

[cohero]

[The serious between them isn't something they've done when things are going well before, but this is important, and Dick wants to make sure that Jason knows that it is. He can be really bad at this type of thing, but this time he wants to get it all right for once.

Bringing his fingers up to Jason's cheek, Dick brushes over it softly, trying to let him know that there's nothing to be self-conscious about. They're on even ground here. Dick's had relationships, but they've obviously all failed for one reason or another. Dove is very obviously with Hank and not Dick. He's not great with standing his ground, and not running from things.

There are things he hasn't told everyone, and eventually he'll have to tell Jason if they're going to have an open and honest relationship, which is something that Dick wants more than anything. It's a weight that's already pressing on him here in this little nest of safety they have between them. ]

I - I've never been with a guy, and you mean something very big to me. I mean, I like you a lot, a whole lot. I don't want that to... to scare you. I'm not great at relationships, and I fuck them up. I just. I want to be only yours too. It's important, if we're going to be having sex. I don't want to share, and if you have me, I can't ... I couldn't give you up. I know myself. It would be too much. It's already too hard to think about anyone else being with you.

[Dick swallows thickly. It's obviously hard for him to do the talking thing as well. Thanks Bruce Wayne, but he's doing this because it means something. Taking a deep breath, he puts the rest in a kiss and places it softly on Jason's lips, opening up to pour it out into something deeper than he's probably given anyone before.]

[robintoo]

[Jason leans into Dick's touch, lashes fluttering a little. Fuck, this could go so badly. Because Jason doesn't see letting it go either, and he is already maybe a little addicted to this. The sex and the playful cuddling and touching - Dick's smile and hands and everything else.]

There's never any guarantees, Dickie. And I'm not really one people stay for, or want to stay around. It could go bad.

[He says it softly, reluctantly. He half doesn't want to say it at all, and risk breaking it all the sooner - the opposite of what Jason usually does when he crashes and burns just to see if whoever he's with can stand it, when he knows they can't.

But this feels different, and he takes a deep breath, answers that weighty kiss.]

I don't want it one way, yeah. I'm yours, you're mine. It might be a bad idea, but yeah. Okay. Lets do it.

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[In a way Dick wishes they were in some fancy hotel and not some rich person's house that they should really be leaving any minute. He wants to stay here and spend hours pouring over Jason's body with his fingers and his mouth, discovering all the hidden places he's thought about in his darkest, most secret fantasies.

As it is, his hands continue to dust over absolutely perfectly made features. Dick's not certain who could have ever seen this and given it up-- they had to have been blind and stupid. He leans down and brushes his lips along Jason's cheeks, whispering against the skin in silent worship. Dick wishes he could make up for all the mess between them, all the jealousy and anger he held in his heart at the start. ]

No, there are no guarantees in life. I won't be perfect. I know I won't. I'm going to hold on. I may be stupid and fight, but I want you to hold on too. I'm not leaving. I- I already.. I've cared for a while now.

[I'm half in love with you, he thinks with a long sigh. Swallowing again. He smiles softly and nods. When the kiss breaks, Dick presses in close, holding his forehead to jason's.]

I don't think it's a bad idea. I think it's the best I've made in a long time. We'll figure it out, no matter what. You're the most gorgeous person I've ever had sex with by the way. I'm going to keep telling you that until you believe me one day.

[robintoo]

[Jason's starting to feel almost lightheaded, in a good way, with the way Dick is touching him. It feels almost worshipful, and Jason's never had that, and he's afraid he's addicted to it already.]

Yeah ... so we fight but don't just ditch afterward. We try to fix it.

[Jason is half trying to convince himself that it's possible. But there's a stubborn little tilt to his chin that says he means to try. He chuckles, kissing Dick's throat.]

Sweet words might get you pretty far, Grayson. You've slept with Dawn and Kory, I can take runner up. You take my top spot though.

[cohero]

[It's that stubborn tilt to his head that Dick's counting on to keep them both afloat. He's got his own stubborn streak a mile wide, and he hopes that it'll match Jason's and that they can keep one another together on the bad days.

Not being one of them, a bad day that is, Dick keeps touching Jason, skirting his fingers along the other's body. He pauses for a moment and nods. ]

Exactly, we don't ditch. We can take a breath, but we come back and talk, somehow and try to fix it. Communicate. Shit that's hard for us, but we do it.

[Dick moans softly at the kiss on his throat. It's always going to be sensitive there. It stirs something a little deeper. He can't help it, but he can take a deep breath. Moving to brush his nose against Jason's, Dick tips his head lower and kisses him softly, speaking against Jason's lips-- offering him something that helps Jason know what he means, hopefully. ]

I may have slept with them, but they're not you. You're not a runner up, Jason. You're my top spot, in fact, I'll do you one better. I've slept with them, but neither of them have ever taken me. I want you to take my virginity Jason. I want you to take that which no one has ever done before. Not only are you the first and only guy that I'll ever sleep with, but I want you to take me. That's something that no one else will every be able to do. Be my first ,Jason.

[robintoo]

Try not to be the pessimistic hotheads we both are?

[Jason asks wryly, but he doesn't expect an answer. They are what they are. But they'll work at this ... Jason doesn't know what to call it, but he knows he wants it. Wants Dick and more nights spent in bed, more slow kisses and more of those looks that made Jason's belly flutter.

Hard a time as he has believing them, he wants more of the sweet words, too. He laughs a little, though there's no missing the flash of heat in his eyes or the flush across his cheeks. He sighs out Dick's name - or his version of it, and reaches up to thread fingers through his hair.]

Yeah. If you really want - yeah, I'll do that for you. I'll make it good for you.

[cohero]

[This is all that Dick wants, and he'll work at it too. He's had to work for everything good that he's ever had in life and this will be no different. He's going to figure it out and it may cost him a few things, but Jason is worth it and the rest of the Titans will eventually have to understand, because while Dick knows they'll hide it for as long as they can, they can't do it forever. They're both too messy with one another to keep it a secret for too long.

Plus, Dick knows he won't be able to give up having Jason in his bed, and it's bound to get them caught. This soft touch, his soft lips and the ability to listen to Jason breathing next to him in the morning will make it all worth it.
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Running his fingers over the curve of Jason's hips, and upward, Dick traces patterns across his skin with his thumb. Enjoying how fucking beautiful this young male is, and knowing without a shadow of a doubt that he will make Jason his to the best of his ability. ]

I do want it, and I have no doubt it will be amazing to have you inside me, filling me. Do you want to do it here, tonight or at home?

[Leaning in, Dick kisses Jason softly again. He kisses over his jaw and down his neck, unable to keep himself from muttering softly as he does.]