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It doesn't matter if this particular puzzle evades him for years to come, continually adding and subtracting. It's something to be expected, but as long as his hand is moving along the board and his mind entangled in the equation, then he knows he can dive with it. Somehow, it works in the same manner that Dick massages his fingers into the tiny bit of scruff of hair at the base of Jason's neck while Dick listens intently to every word he has to say.
There's a nod, and Dick slides his hand down to rest at Jays' hip, injecting small circles into play that cover the back curve of his bone and the muscle that sides next to it. Being vulnerable isn't easy for either of them. No one seems to hold the patent on that one there. Is it worth the risk, Dick looks deeply at Jay. He's already told himself that he'd do this, that he wanted to do this, take this chance. ]
I'm not jerking you around. I can't do that. This is serious for me too, and no one else is touching me, or will be touching me. It's only you that I'm looking at. I don't find anyone else remotely ... like you, and I'm talking you, not some other Jason I know. So, yeah, I want to know what it's like with you, not just some guy, with you, Jason.
[To that, Dick leans in and tips his head the amount needed to kiss Jay on the lips, this time it's firmer than the last. It's not as brutal as he took him in the bar, because the need wasn't as desperate. He didn't feel like Jay was going to disappear through his finger tips if he let go for one second. There would be time for things to grow to those levels eventually, because Dick knew himself and how he could be. This was something he wanted enough, that he would become starved for it, and beg at these lips to taste every last drop that they wanted to give them-- but for now, he started slowly, nipping and licking lightly, playfully even]
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it might be how fucking touch-starved he is, but he's not psychoanalyzing himself. that's just asking for trouble, and jason gets himself into enough of it as-is without digging into all his emotional problems.
not that this is doing him much better. dick touches him, and jason's melting into it. his shoulders slouch, his body angles itself a little closer to dick, pressing into the hand at his hip and the one at the back of his neck. closes his eyes as he lets dick touch him. enjoys it for the moment, even if he doesn't trust this to last worth shit. either he'll ruin it, or dick'll fuck off on him, or any other fun combination of life-ruining bullshit that follows jason everywhere he goes. it's always a risk. it's always something that happens, but jason knows he's desperate enough to risk it anyway.
that he craves affection like this even if he knows it'll ruin him in the end. that he wants it desperately, enough he'll risk fucking himself over. that his warning to dick about jason running away was more right than he cares to admit, because chances of it happening are extremely high still, even though he's pressing into dick, leaning close. because he wants it but he knows it'll ruin them.
dick leans in for a kiss, and jason melts into that too. raises his hand to cup the side of dick's neck, palm pressing against where it curves into his shoulder. there's no real pressure, it's just--touch, gentle and easy as he hums against dick's lips.
pulls back when he nips at his lips, just enough so he can speak. )
What do you want? Or do you wanna--wing it?
( haha, get it? nightwing, winging it. )
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The way Jason melts into him and against him goes a long way into helping it disappear. The air is thick with a desperation that comes from both sides of the coin it feels like, and Dick can't be positive, but he would like to think that Jason really does need this as much as he does. This will be a thing of value for both of them, and Dick isn't giving away this piece of himself to just anyone-- it's going to matter.
The slide of Jay's hand along his neck, makes Dick sigh. He returns the nips, and licks across lips that leave him starved for more. Letting his free hand drift over and along whatever it finds, Dick is half in love with everything he touches-- every ripple of muscle, drift of scar tissue, and flat of smooth flesh sends electrical impulses straight down to tighten the knot already settled low in his stomach, and beyond. ]
I don't know enough to know what I want. Lets just see how it works. Show me. I want you to feel good too.
[Sliding his mouth downward, Dick kisses over Jason's jaw and moves to the open smooth flesh of jay's neck-- trying to stay away from anything that might make him overly uncomfortable and sucks kisses into the skin, muttering softly about how good he tastes. The lower he goes, the more intent his mouth becomes on pulling at the skin. When it reaches the fleshy hollow above Jay's collarbone, Dick sucks his mark into the skin softly, taking his time with it, caressing the skin with his tongue in the same way his hand caresses the small of Jay's back. It's all about a change of pace for now. Showing that Dick can be both things, desperate and hungry, fierce and demanding, but also tender and needy all at once. ]
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teeth dig into his lower lip as a shudder wracks through his spine when dick's tongue licks over skin, but it's not--it's not because he's not enjoying it, but the opposite.
jason likes soft touches almost as much as he enjoys going hard enough he doesn't have to stop and thing. it's just - it complicates shit. it makes it harder for him, because he's not running on adrenaline. fingers grip harder onto dick, blunt nails digging into flesh before he loosens his hold and instead drags nails down over dick's chest until he can grasp hold of him by his hips. )
Bed.
( it's less asking, more telling before his grip tightens and he's pulling dick in closer still, fingers holding on tight to lift him off the ground if dick will allow jason hold onto him. dick's about the same height as he is, but jason's got a shitton of muscle over him and has lugged around heavier. he's moving to wrap an arm around dick's thighs, to pull him up and close so jason can cart the both of them over towards the mattress. )
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Dick wasn't a bad lover. He knew he wasn't that. There was talent in his fingers, his mouth. He'd done a lot of things with women. There were ways to touch, to caress. Maybe men were different, how was he supposed to know that Jason preferred something more tangible, a little more harsh, more telling. This was Dick, and he could only do what he knew for now. He could only act on what he had in front of him, and that was this man that took him apart by merely standing there. Jay didn't get it. It didn't take a million touches, or two or three more blowjobs to pull Dick apart piece by piece. It took this. It was all of it, all of him. The ability to touch, to know. Dick was peeling bits of himself away with every kiss, Every touch he gave offered a minor part of himself that he knew he wasn't getting back, and still he did it because he wanted to-- no, needed to on some level. Such a masochist he'd been molded into by the creator's hand. In truth, Dick could blame a billion different things, but at the end of the day, it was only him left standing, alone to atone for all his actions.
Dick easily went into Jason's arms, reactive to the touches offered. His back arched and hips gave way. The red lines down his chest made him look down with abject hunger. The soft flame that lit his loins and had them curling tight and low, began to glow brighter, sharper, all a direct reflection of the way he was touched. Dick's own blunt nails curled into the back of Jay's neck, and dug in tight as he was carried. ]
I want you. I want to taste you, different parts of you, but ultimately I want you, whether you take me, or I take you. I want to fuck. I feel it so ... fuck. I want you. okay, it's hard to think of anything else.
[Finally, Dick's mouth gave way the final truth of what he wanted. It wasn't easy for him to spit it out, but he had an idea in his head of what he wanted. There was an order there. Things in his head, means to an end, but he had to know a few certain facts first. ]
sorry for the delay! i went down a comics spiral for the last.. week.
boxing him in, but not crowding him too much. his knees stay on the bed so he's not pushing all his weight down onto dick, spreading wide enough to make room for dick's own between them if he chooses to lower them from around jason's waist.
grins down at him, once he's pulled himself up enough to look down to him. it doesn't quite reach his eyes, but he's working on it. )
You don't want me to wrap my hand around both of us and jack us off together? Or push your thighs together an' get off between 'em? Use you while you're squirming?
( fake confidence, he can do. he's feeling a little more settled now that he's got leverage over dick again, more like he can fake his way through figuring out whatever he's--doing with this. mouthing off has always been one of jason's better talents.
it's just the follow-through he gets nervous with. )
no troubles. it's been a little bit of hell here. the brain has been off-kilter.
Strong legs cling like virtual vices, but the springs are loose. Dick's hips rock and bring their pelvises into contact. He can see the color in Jay's eyes and knows that it's not the passion that he'd seen before. There's something missing. Not knowing this Jay, Dick wonders if it's what he requested. Was it not how he was supposed to respond. Dick knows that he warned Jason that he didn't do things halfway. He said before that he wanted it all.
Leaning up, he cut off the suggestions with his mouth, shoving his tongue against those words the same way he dug his fingers into Jay's hair. He tugged at the growing hairs, and pulled them a little tighter than he had since they'd been here. Taking a breath, he licked over the bite to Jay's lip that he'd given him earlier. ] No. More. I told you what I wanted. If you won't fuck me, then I'll fuck you. I want to feel something deep. Not hands, not thighs, the real thing, Jason.
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's all real, y'know. But I hear you. ( he leans in a little closer, just for a moment. nips at dick's jawline hard enough to leave teeth imprints behind in his skin, then lowers a hand down to push gently at dick's hip. jason'd love to stay wrapped up in him forever, to rut against each other just like this until they made a mess of themselves, but dick is being needy, and who is he to tell him no? especially when dick's demands align with what he wants. jason shimmies down the mattress as best as he can, leaving bitemarks and bruises along dick's neck and chest as he goes. intent on lowering himself down between dick's legs. if he wants to feel something deep, jason's going to take his time prepping him for it. )
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Offering himself up, Dick drops his legs from their tight grip-- but that doesn't mean he lets go. His fingers still grip and pull, they tangle in trusses and then scrape over the edges of tightly corded muscles. ]
Fuck. Your body is amazing.
[Ugh. Dick can't help but almost whimper at how Jason's mouth works over him. No one has tasted him like this, no one has dared. The bites and bruises are perfect accoutrements to whatever comes next. Dick curls his lip between his teeth, and sucks on it. He has an idea about what he's going to feel, but given that he's never even attempted to try it out himself, Dick's anxious for the intrusion. The muscles of his legs tighten and give, thighs quiver as he sits there waiting for Jason's next move.]
Yes. This is what I want. I want to feel you. You're so damn good at this.
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Compliments'll get you everywhere.
( his voice is teasing, rough around the edges, and jason's - tipping his head back to look up to dick as he gets his weight up onto his knees between dick's thighs. grips onto pants to undo them for the second time tonight, so he can yank them and his underclothes down legs and off. they're in his way. and the grin that curls up the corners of jason's kiss-swollen lips reflects that same teasing tone; the tense line of his shoulders has loosened some, he knows what he's doing, he can manage this. )
Drawer to your right's got lube in it. Whenever you manage to get that way, don't rush on my account. ( because he's comfortable down here, thanks. dick said he wants more, he wants to feel something deep, and jason'll give it to him. eventually. right now? he's wrapping arms around dick's thighs, yanking him down the mattress a little as jason ducks down to start nipping at the inside of his legs, leaving a similar trail to the one he'd left down dick's stomach. )
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For now, Dick could do what he could to make do with what he had. Maybe it took him a little bit, but when he noted a gasp or inhale, Dick began to notice the pattern. If Jay was making Dick's body a minefield of teethmarks and a stunning landmine of hickeys. All of which heralded the fact that Dick's body, when finished would belong to no one other than Jason, Dick figured he might return a small amount of the same. He found the scrapes and bruises on Jason's body and he began to press into them with his fingers.
Dick would elongate one here, and deepen one there. Where there was skin to touch, Dick found it, and marked it in his own way, darkening that which was there and making his own marks. If he couldn't taste Jason the way he wished, then he'd touch him everywhere he could. ]
Lube. Right...
[There was a turn for it, but Dick's eyes were busy feasting on Jay's body as it moved between his legs again. He recalled very well what happened previously. While that was utterly a feat beyond anything Dick had to compare, what was happening here was different and better in ways that he would think about later as he looked at the body Jason created in the mirror. Reaching for the drawer, his fingers missed it when he was tugged. He didn't bother to try again because Dick found his thigh being sucked at, and blood rushed to the surface along with a loud, lingering moan.]
Jesus, fuck. Jason. God. You're going to make me come before you even touch me anywhere.
[It wasn't true, but Dick could feel the way his cock responded, the way blood rushed through his body. All his neurotransmitters sent him through the roof with sensitivities that rocked his body and his hips toward and then back down into the bed, uncertain of how to deal with the pressures of Jay's mouth. The tip of Dick's lip that he'd had in his teeth earlier had bled red, and subsequently wandered along his tongue. He rolled it over his lips and painted them an off color of crimson glancing up at everything he was being given.]
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(which, really, jason appreciates. having guidelines, knowing what someone wants, being told where they want shit to go makes it easier. he knows where to focus his attention, doesn't have to stress so much about fucking it up. maybe he'd hate it if dick tried to tell him what to do in any other scenario, but this is different.)
dick tries and fails to grapple for the drawer, which jason doesn't mind. his mouth presses right up against the inside of dick's thigh, close enough to his cock his jawline brushes against it, but jason - skips right over it still. shifts instead, to bite a line against his hip and sucks hard until dick's skin is red from it.
pulls back for a moment, fingers gripping tight onto his leg. )
If you come, I'll get you hard again. ( a cheeky little grin gets thrown dick's way, as jason noses in against his stomach. ) Or I'll fuck you anyway. You've been asking so nicely, I'd just hate to ruin it for you.
( his tone's light, playful. the grip on dick's thigh loosens so jason can slip both arms under dick's ass, weight on his elbows under him, and - closes his eyes as he pulls dick's balls into his mouth for just a moment, teasing, before he drags the flat of his tongue down further, against his hole. he'd promised to fuck dick, he hadn't said he wouldn't take his time in getting there. )
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Then again, what Jay's doing to his body is overly generous as well. All of those pain-pleasure barriers have been wasted away, Dick has been doing his damnedest to share his enthusiasm in every manner conceivable. He's no pretty pillow princess. There's been plenty of moans, but there's been grappling and digging as well. Dick's nails were dragging through Jason's scalp before he pulled back. ]
Fuck...
[It was barely perceptible as he scanned over the body that hovered above him. Jason was priceless, so absolutely stunning and not even completely nude yet. Fuck if Dick didn't want to see every blasted inch of that body on display in front of him. He almost whined at the thought, but then Jason brought down his mouth around Dick's sack and the man stilled. Nothing makes a man still quicker than having his balls sucked on. It felt incredible, and he closed his eyes and concentrated, but then the sensation was gone. ]
Really---- The- holy, fuck. oh dear jesus, jason.
[No one, and that was absolutely not a single one of his ex-girlfriends had ever asked, or even thought to ask about doing what Jay was doing now. Dick had nothing to compare the feeling of having the nerves of his tight entrance licked across. They all sent simultaneous sensations straight to his already aching sac, through his cock and then outward. It was like every part of his brain lit up. He had no idea that such a pleasure existed, and fuck did he want more. Dick's fingers scrambled for whatever bed-sheets they could find and gripped at them tightly. He knew this was going to be a new roller coaster ride. He tipped his head back and let it all come to him now. His smart pithy responses were dead on his lips for the time being, but that didn't mean they were gone.]
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licks over him instead, while jason's hips cant down against the mattress, rutting against it. there's not much feeling to it, not with the cup still on under his jeans, but it's the motion that counts, isn't it? makes him feel a little better despite how hard and aching he is. jason's got a plan in mind now, and he intends on fulfilling it.
slowly, if it means he can get dick to say his name like that again. his tongue runs flat against skin again, and jason's arm curls under dick's hips. slides up until it's high enough he can press the pad of his thumb up against dick's hole, too, and starts slowly pushing in. there's no intention of pushing it too far; he's teasing and enjoying every moment of it. )
You wanna roll over, Dickie? ( jason pulls back only enough to speak, grin evident from his tone. he doesn't have to look down now, jason's enjoying the vision that is dick grayson, head tipped back and fingers scrambling desperately against the bed while jason drives him a little batshit. his tongue drags up this time, pressing against the underside of his balls, nose to his erection. he could stay here all damn day. )
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He was so royally screwed, but fuck he was going to love getting there.
Closing his eyes, Dick could hear the faint uptick in Jason's breathing the way he inhaled as he licked his lips, or was he getting ready to tease Dick's ass again. It was hard to know. Whatever it was, Dick was almost sure there was a measured bar of excitement to what was happening. No wonder he felt like he was drowning. Jay knew what he was doing, and Dick should have known better. He had asked for this, begged for this and now he was going to live in service to this, dying on his knees so that he could feel it again. Sure, he'd do his best to cover his tracks when he could, but already the scratches were made.
Feeling the tongue again, Dick gasped and shuddered. He was half ready for it this time and he wanted more. He wanted the depth that he knew was coming. ] More, Jason. Fuck. I want more..
[It was a feeble attempt and even Dick knew it. The sheets in his fists curled and uncurled now as he let out a breath. He was almost relaxed and then there was the edge of a thumb, and an arm under his back. Dick would knot himself in two if it would help, but flipping himself over meant that there would be no more direct eye contact, and no skin to skin for the time being. He huffed, and glanced down. ]
Not if you call me Dickie, little jayjay. Two of us can make up horrible nick names. Let's not.
[it was said with an undercurrent of a smile, and when Dick rolled up-- completely folding himself in half, He pulled Jason up by the hair and smashed their mouths together for a messy, biting kiss that gave him a world of flavors to savor before he twisted at the waist and rolled over in a move more befitting a caterpillar than a man. ]
Your wish is my command, babe.
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You don't like Dickie? But it works so well with you. Dickiebird, Dickieboy, y'know. ( a shake of his head, to push fussed hair away from his face, and jason's putting his weight up onto his knees. presses a hand to dick's ribcage, so he can slide it back to his hip and pull him up onto his knees. bites another mark into a cheek, then slides his hand down to wrap fingers around dick's cock. gives it a few dry strokes, while he noses in closer. )
There's so much worse shit I could call you, sweetheart. You'll wanna try for the lube again here soon.
( unfortunately for jason, his mouth's a little busy, so he doesn't go through every terrible nickname he could think of for dick and instead tightens his fingers around his cock - not enough to hurt, just enough so he can feel the pressure before jason licks his tongue across his hole again. his other hand braces his weight on dick's hip, using it to keep himself from falling face-first into dick's ass (not that it'd be a terrible place to be, just, you know, slightly inconvenient for what he's going for) while he presses the tip of his tongue into him. )
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Another bite is like another stroke with the cane. It brings him closer to that particular place where his endorphins start to kick into overdrive. It takes a lot more for Dick than most people and so they have a ways to go, but with the way Jason sinks his teeth into him toying with him over and over, Dick has to wonder. He doesn't think twice when he groans or inhales sharply, enjoying the way his body feels with every slap of pain, then taunt of slight gratification afterwards.
Uncaring to raise to the taunting this time, Dick merely smiles and then laughs. It dies on his throat when his dick is grabbed and stroked at. Dick breathes out and pushes his hips forward, all the while feeling the heat behind teasing him with what might happen next. Pulling forward from the hand on his ribs, Dick grabs for the bedside and comes back with the lube, sliding it along the bed for Jason. ]
For you, honeykins.
[He turns his head, and blows a kiss.
Licking his lips, Dick drops his head while a shiver runs along the whole of his spine. A gasp he has no control over escapes him when Jason's tongue crosses him once. His back begins to bow because from this vantage there's no where for Dick to go. The man could thrust forward, but that would take him away from the tongue, and to lean back would take him away from the hand. It's a fuckitall situation.
Instead, Dick takes pages from long lessons in exertion and patience all at once. Blowing out air, he he keeps his eyes tightly shut and focuses on exactly what Jason's doing, the sounds, the exact touches, and what it takes to move his tongue through those tiny little puckered muscles. . ]
Shit. Fuck. Jason.
[Shaking his head, he inhales and concentrates. He's in a beautiful landscape in hell, and if he dies this way, he'll have never known better.]
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Mm, yeah. ( it's a non answer. a half-response, given just because he loves the way his name sounds on dick's lips when he's this worked up. jason drags his tongue over dick's entrance one last time, before he's releasing his erection and using his newly freed hand to reach for the lube.
uncaps it and raises himself so he can press his chest against dick's back, leaning against him. he squeezes a liberal amount of lube out onto his index and middle finger, then drops the tube back down and drags those two fingers against dick's ass before gently, gently pressing the tip of his middle finger into him up to the first knuckle. not nearly enough, but enough to tease.
and leans right on over dick, mouthing along the back of his shoulder before he's murmuring soft, )
Y'know, I've always wondered how far I could bend you. I've seen the kinda weird as hell moves you pull on the field. The kinda shit I could never pull off. Too bulky, y'know? 's that gymnast build of yours. ( mouthing off is easy, especially when he's slowly sliding his finger in deeper. ) You think I could fold you in half? Get up on my knees an' bend your knees up to your head, fuck you hard an' make you watch just how deep you're taking me.
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A little like a lamb led to slaughter, Dick lays happily on his knees before his chosen place of worship. All the encouragement he could ever need bleed through his nerves like water along muslin, absorbing all the best parts and filtering out the rest. When Dick feels the tongue and hand suddenly disappear, he's not sure how to feel all of a sudden. Bereft, for only the briefest of moments-- He's almost certain of what's to come, but what had been was so nice, that it leaves him only waiting for more, a lot more.
Then there's the impending pressure, twisting and pushing. His body angles against it and with it only that deep, his first reaction is to angle for more, to ask for more. It's like Dick's body only has the decency to want to bear down and push against whatever it is. Dick knows that he's got to relax, because eventually it will come.
It's Jason's body pressed against his back that does it. It's what makes him forget that overwhelming desire for more right this very second. That dark gravel whispering in his ear about bending him over. Biting his lip, Dick's body still pushes back, giving him away. He wants it to fill his body at least once so he has a mind for it-- he wants to feel some fullness, some point where the internal presence takes and pulls inward as much as it pushes outwards
Eventually it hits, and Dick relaxes a step. He exhales and reminds himself that there's a lot more to come, but anything was better than a mere knuckle. Turning his head, he smirks. ]
I'd love to see your cock in my ass. I'm as flexible as you want me to be for you, baby. I'll take everything you want to give me and then some.
[Inhaling, Dick wants more already. He's determined to feel what it's like to take Jason's dick inside him. He knows so much more is coming, and fuck does he want it. ]