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[cohero]

You.. you weren't with Hank last time. You'd slept with him once you told me, but that's where it ended.

[He takes in a breath and lets it out slowly. Dick never thought of Dawn as taken when they started to hook up. Sure, he knew that she had met Hank previously and that they'd bonded, and slept together once. That's where he thought it stopped, that dawn had ended it because it was better for both their recovery process if they remained platonic team mates. Then they met up and formed Titans, and he and her dated.

The marriage situation confuses him even further, because they had been the ones married in the dream, not her and hank. He didn't recall anything beyond her and hank dating, and ... ]

Did he propose to you? I'm still confused. I know that you and I had that dream, but... Dawn, you can't let go of a future because of the past. I'm not saying we have to rush into it. I mean, I want to be able to talk to you about things that I desire with you. I have no trouble moving at your speed, but I mean it when I say it. These things aren't jokes to me.

[cohero]

[It's all a learning curve in Dick's book. One he'll do his best to catch onto as quickly as possible to drag them through the least amount of mud, gore and unpleasant pain as possible, because he has this tiny notion that as much as Jay like might picking at scabs and flicking them across the room, not caring what they become. The bigger wounds are not so fun to dig at. They're the ones that get tossed around with temper and then apologized over, possibly. Dick still isn't quite sure. He's still climbing this hill with his training wheels on, as much as he always hated them.

There were comparisons, but they were quickly falling away left and right, bleeding away as one does toxins from a wound. Not that either of them were toxic, just that they weren't native to the system and while there were minor similarities, the major characteristics attached didn't gather themselves up the same way. Maybe that should have pushed Dick away, made him reconsider. It should have made his desire less. He'd never found men particularly attractive. Maybe one or two, but the deep gravel of Jay's voice and the smart attitude, the way he watched his brain work during training and while they were at the bar had him hard thinking of it.

It quickly drew Dick in, and held him there. Maybe his heart was too lost in the other Jason to know how to change certain affections and that should have already happened, Dick himself didn't understand why it didn't. He knew within one set conflict that one Red Hood was not like the rest. He inhaled deeply now as he stood here and watched this one pull his shirt off. Dick ran his fingers along Jay's body, tracing scars that he thought were nothing but beautiful, history, and while he knew they represented pain, and sometimes things barely remembered, they were all a part of the man in front of him.

When he reached the scar on his neck, he bit his lip. Dick's whole being ached to kiss over it, to taste the scar tissue. To take down the person who had done that to Jay. He figured it had been one of his killing wounds, but that didn't fit either story. His brow furrowed. Letting Jay touch him, Dick reached down and pulled his own shirt off. He had his own tale of scars, a few stray bullets, plenty of pointy things that got through and a nasty mark on his shoulder, straight through, then there was his own mark on his neck. A garish scar that look like his neck has been blasted open and only scar tissue remained. Mostly the truth.

Moving back in, Dick pressed their bodies together, and kissed Jay's shoulder from blade to neck, soft not harsh. and looked back. ]

It's not a type of different I suspect you or I really can create together I've realized. I want a relationship, but you're not in any place to want one if I read you right, and I don't know you. I don't know but a few things about you. That doesn't mean I don't want this. I still want it. I haven't changed my mind. It took me a while to figure it out, but I'm not running. I'm here to pay attention to what you have to show me. I'm not going to be really great at it, but I'm learning.

[reneger]

( dick presses in close, and jason's wrapping around him as best as he can: one arm around his ribcage still, the other raising to thread fingers through dick's hair just above his ear as he presses kisses along jason's shoulder. he's quiet, for a moment. letting that sit between them, because dick's - well, he's right. he doesn't know jason. or he does in some ways, but clearly doesn't in others. )

I told you before that I don't have time to fuck around, an' I meant it. ( it's quiet, voice a little unsure. dick may have admitted to a big secret earlier, but he's getting an equally large one out of jason. ) I wouldn't've just blown anyone like that. Hell, I haven't done that in, ( lips press together into a thin line, thinking. ) years. I don't let people touch me, and I sure as hell don't let them fuck my face.

( it's - a trust thing. a being vulnerable in front of another human being. dick isn't just anyone, it wasn't nothing to jason, nor is this. )

You want me to show you? See how it feels when it's with another guy? I can. But 's not gonna just--be dicking around. Not for me.

( he could really get into it. go into depth about his trust issues, go into why he's got them, but jason's fairly certain dick doesn't need a play-by-play. he's not wrong in jason not being ready for any kind of relationship, but, hell - all of his relationships that he's had have gotten people killed, tortured, kidnapped into space, or thrown into black holes. and none of those had even gone anywhere at that point. because jason--he pines. he'll crush hard on someone for years, pretend that maybe, possibly it could go somewhere - and the moment he catches an inkling of it potentially becoming something, he either fucks off and ruins it himself or the world ruins it for him.

jason todd doesn't do relationships, because he ruins everything he touches. )

[dawn_is_breaking]

It was where it ended. But I was alluding to when you showed up with Rachel on my doorstep, I was with Hank then. Never mind, I made a dumb joke and it confused both of us.

[She says and then shakes her head again.]

No, he never proposed but we talked about it. About getting married, starting a family. That's one of the reasons why we were trying to move away from hero work.

[But in the end she couldn't let it go, she needed it and then everything went to shit.]

And I'm not saying it's an impossible future but Dick....you can't just drop that kind of comment and not expect me to flinch.

[cohero]

[The pieces tumble onto the puzzleboard already being worked at by a larger hand with a large clatter. Now Dick sees a much clearer picture than the little tiny bits that he'd been shown in the past. It didn't line up clearly in his mind. There are times when he barely needs a corner and he's got the entire riddle solved, but this time he had to have all the corners in their places, and a lot of the edging done before he could revel any of the center. It frustrated him, but in the end it's always worth it-- it's always worth it.

It doesn't matter if this particular puzzle evades him for years to come, continually adding and subtracting. It's something to be expected, but as long as his hand is moving along the board and his mind entangled in the equation, then he knows he can dive with it. Somehow, it works in the same manner that Dick massages his fingers into the tiny bit of scruff of hair at the base of Jason's neck while Dick listens intently to every word he has to say.

There's a nod, and Dick slides his hand down to rest at Jays' hip, injecting small circles into play that cover the back curve of his bone and the muscle that sides next to it. Being vulnerable isn't easy for either of them. No one seems to hold the patent on that one there. Is it worth the risk, Dick looks deeply at Jay. He's already told himself that he'd do this, that he wanted to do this, take this chance. ]

I'm not jerking you around. I can't do that. This is serious for me too, and no one else is touching me, or will be touching me. It's only you that I'm looking at. I don't find anyone else remotely ... like you, and I'm talking you, not some other Jason I know. So, yeah, I want to know what it's like with you, not just some guy, with you, Jason.

[To that, Dick leans in and tips his head the amount needed to kiss Jay on the lips, this time it's firmer than the last. It's not as brutal as he took him in the bar, because the need wasn't as desperate. He didn't feel like Jay was going to disappear through his finger tips if he let go for one second. There would be time for things to grow to those levels eventually, because Dick knew himself and how he could be. This was something he wanted enough, that he would become starved for it, and beg at these lips to taste every last drop that they wanted to give them-- but for now, he started slowly, nipping and licking lightly, playfully even]

[cohero]

[Life had given Dick his own share of kinks that he didn't often share with other women. Living harshly and having come back to life nestled a sliver of darkness in him that he often translated into sex in tiny little ways. He did his best to keep his life balanced and as healthy as he could for who he was. It was the growl that pulled a nip to her lip, one that was sharper than he normally gave.

Copper burst over his palate and he added that to the mixture that would come, the one that mixed up their own carnal delights. Dick never minded any sort of dirty talk. He was pretty good at it when he was in the mood and not focused on work. That was the problem, dragging him away. He was trying, and tonight Guin was exactly what the doctor ordered. He'd do his best to give what was asked, and would ask in return-- to see if it was even in the realm of possibilities.

Finding his pace inside her, Dick worked himself at a more forward angle. Hearing that she could squirt, usually meant that she also had no troubles with inner orgasms and those he knew how to give. It was all about the right angle of his hips and being a master of flexibility, Dick knew how to work his hips and could hold certain positions forever based on his core training ]

Fuck. That's so sexy. We'll save that later, I'll get some towels down and put some somewhere soft where we can really work you up. I'll get you with my cock and my fingers, and see how good you squirt for me.

[aimlesswonder]

[If she thought about it, Guin might be worried about the blood. She still had to show up for work the next day, and she worked alongside a cohort who was fiercely protective of her; he'd definitely think something had happened. She would have to find a way to explain herself to Steve. Explain that this wasn't like before when she'd been drafted into another Intelligence mission and come back injured, that this was something much more pleasurable without giving him information he would definitely not want.

But that was a later problem. A problem that only flitted through her head before she was focused on the movements of Dick inside her, on holding on tightly to him and stealing kisses whenever their labored breathing allowed her to do so. He'd already realized she didn't necessarily like to sit still. If she could do anything at all to give back to him while he was pleasing her, she would.]

Oh god you feel great. You can go harder if you want. I like a man who doesn't try to handle me. Although I might be able to show you a few things if you like me being in control. [Said with a playful purr. She didn't have her toys with her, but Guin usually preferred to use her mouth and fingers anyway. She had no doubt she could have Dick as exploding for her as she was about to do for him.]

[cohero]

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to turn a good conversation into such a tough one. Maybe we should go slower with things. I feel like I keep stepping on the toes of your healing process. I never knew all these things, and if I didn't know, I'm going to keep feeling like I'm stepping on eggshells when I'm only trying to daydream about a future with you.

[It's not a comment that he dropped lightly, and if he hadn't meant it he wouldn't have said it. He's been thinking and dreaming of this for a lot longer than Dawn has probably realized, and he's incredibly serious about her. For a couple who have already dated and surpassed so many odds, a year is a respectable amount of time to find a commitment between them.

Maybe Dick's far more optimistic than he should be, or should have been. He's got to be more gentle and watch everything he says, but that's not exactly what he wants either. He has been working so that he can say what he's feeling, not repress it. He sighs, stuck in his thoughts.]

[dawn_is_breaking]

[Dawn turns and slides carefully into his lap, wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling him in for a long hug.]

No, it's me who is sorry. I like that you're daydreaming about us, I want us both to be able to hope and dream of a life together for a very long time.
I just....

[Her voice wavers and she hugs him tighter.]

My heart is just scared. But maybe what it needs is your assurance, your confidence in us. So don't stop, don't hold back when you feel like that. Just be aware that I might flinch a few times but just hold me and let my heart get used to being loved again.

[cohero]

[Honestly it was barely a cut in her lip, and could be explained away by her biting her own lip during a surprise or while she tripped over something, if she needed an excuse. Dick would happily give her one. He was wonderful at cover ups and leaving marks where they wouldn't normally be seen. It was rare of him to do something so bold-- but he's a man starved, and she tastes of ambrosia -- ever single part of her. He would taste her soul if he could.

Letting go of control was something very rare for Dick, but that might be something he'd consider later if they continued to click in their relationship. For now, all he could think about was how wet and slick her pussy was.] Fuck you feel so damn good. I want to try something else if you're up for it.

[Lifting her off of him briefly, he turned and put her facing the wall of the hottub, then he came up behind her and pushed inside her, offering a far deeper angle. She was free to move against him however she wanted, and even sit back further. This allowed him to pound into her cervix if she was into that. He'd take it as deep as she would let him, with grunt after grunt.]

Oh yeah, this is fucking, ugh, this is so good, you're so good, so tight and wet for me. Fucking love this pussy.

[There was no holding back now. Dick wrapped an arm around her waist on one side, and dug his fingers into her hip on the other, tight enough to bruise later-- but it was nothing that would be felt now as he damned them both with the pace he took. The water swirled around them, fighting back, but this was Dick Grayson and he wouldn't be foiled by a little bit of water, not when he wanted something this desperately. ]

[cohero]

[There's a small widening of his eyes when Dawn slides into his lap. His stomach twists and his heart turns over. He lets out a sigh of relief. It's terrifying, the thought of losing her or of having her pull away from him again. Dick has his heart out there right now, and has given up all that tightly won control and placed it out there so that they both can work together equally in this relationship, standing side by side-- no one ahead of the other.

Wrapping his arms around her tightly, he turns into her neck and kisses over a few of his favorite spots over and over, whispering words of encouragement and love. ]

I don't want to ever let you go. I want to think about us, to always dream about us and imagine what life can be like for us when the pieces do fall into place, and if you need me to hold on tighter, I will do that. I will always hold you, and love you. You are all I need and all I've ever wanted Dawn. i will keep reminding you, and showing you with all I do, I promise. My heart gets scared too, so scared to lose you. It's not easy, but I believe in us.

[aimlesswonder]

[Guin responded to the new position of their bodies almost immediately, with a sharp moan spilling from her lips. Even though she trusted Dick to hold her, she couldn't stop the reflex of her hands gripping the edge in front of her, needing to anchor herself to something as he pounded into her with a new fervor. Guin knew where that line was between enjoyably wild fucking and discomfort, and Dick had found that exact pace she liked with very little prompting.]

Don't stop, don't, I'm gonna come... Oh fuck, I'm coming!

[And she punctuated that with another needy cry, this time it was his name spilling from her lips as the orgasm took her. Her hips jerked back into him as the rest of her muscles tensed and she felt everything drain from her body. There were a few moments where it felt like she was floating as the euphoria of her release washed over her. But Guin was never a one and done type, especially when Dick hadn't gotten off yet, and so after that short break there was a hunger in her belly for more. A new lust in her voice even as she was still panting out her breaths.]

Come on. Come for me. I wanna feel everything you've got.

[cohero]

[Knowing how to please a woman was no small thing to Dick, and he prided himself on never hurting one unless she liked it, and knowing the right pace to set when things hit the pinnacle of a moment. This was like the the apex of a flower blossoming, and he'd finally struck all the right notes. Guin was moaning and crying out exactly how he wanted her to. Her noises and the sounds she made as she came, had him right on that edge. When she locked tight around him and began to milk his cock with the quick undulations of her pussy as each wave of pleasure poured over her Dick was right there with her. He was going to come, but then she eased off and he felt himself backing off too.

It was hell considering how close he'd come. Now he was edging himself as he panted back with ever sharp clip of his hips into her body again. He knew that he could go at any time, but the way she sounded, the way her body still held so tight to his, he wanted more. Reaching around, Dick began to roll his fingers around her clit. ]

One more time, and I'm done. I'll come deep inside you baby, but only if you fucking come once more for me. Fucking come all over me, I wanna feel you drench me in all that good stuff, then I'll fill you so hard you'll be leaking and feeling me for days.

[Dick barely knew what he was saying, and wasn't quite sure that all of it made perfect sense, but he was fairly certain he got his meaning across. He was stricken and feeling the deep pull below his cock for release, but each pant kept it back. He forced himself to think about her, about how he wanted her to go one more time. He wanted her perfect body to do what it was meant to. Then he'd let go and it would be amazing.]

[aimlesswonder]

[With anyone else Guin might protest; she liked to make sure her partners got off as many times as she did, and Dick was far behind her. But the tone he was talking to her in made it clear he knew exactly what he wanted, and his fingers working her clit handled her with equal confidence. She groaned and trembled under his attention, still sensitive from the orgasm but more than willing to accede to his demands.]

You are... gonna make me crazy, Dick.

[She panted out the words, even as she let go of the railing with one hand to start playing with one of her breasts. Fingers tweaking and tugging the nipple he'd sucked to hardness earlier. She was willing to do anything to give Dick what he wanted. And given that she was still on the edge of coming it didn't take long. He'd be able to tell when she had to put her hand back down because she was feeling unsteady again, relying mostly on his grip to keep her upright. It didn't stop her from trying to push herself back further onto his cock, almost desperate for that release.]

Fuck... oh my god I'm coming again...

[And this time it was harder than before, now that he'd gotten her warmed up. She moaned deeply, still trying to drive herself onto his cock as the release overtook her.]

[dawn_is_breaking]

[She hugs him harder, upset at herself for almost pushing him away and all because she is scared. It's ridiculous because he is the one person who has always made her feel safe and after hearing his encouraging words she pushes her lips against his. Kissing him hard and firm in an effort to push past the fear.]

[cohero]

[It's been a while since they've been this passionate with one another and Dick can feel the heat and intensity behind Dawn's kiss, all the sincerity she has and he returns every single last bit because he feels all of it. All he wants now is for her to know that he will be the one to keep her safe and secure against any storm that they come against. There may be dangers and things won't always be perfect, but he's here for her. His arms tighten, and he slides his hand down her back, cradling her closer to him as they kiss. ]

[jbird]

[cont from here]

Craving a dick pic? Even after the assault to your eyes? Maybe I can help with that...

;)

You're safe this time but don't get too comfortable. Though you'd have to get me completely shit faced to get me to step foot in a karaoke bar.

[cohero]

You're an ass, you know that right? I'm craving you so fucking bad right now. I want those lips on mine, and then I want to put my mouth everywhere else.

You think Babs got me here while I was sober? She had to beg and plead, and drown me in whiskey and beer.

NSFW

[jbird]

I am? No one's ever told me that before. You're craving me right now? Thinking about me while you're at the bar with your ex? That's kind of hot in a dysfunctional sort of way.

Maybe this will help.

Be careful. Next she'll have you doing a duet.

[cohero]

I know that's a lie. I crave you all the time. She's got nothing on you. You are hot in ways she never was and never could be. I never wanted her the way I want you. That's the truth.

Fuck. I'm not sure if it helped or hurt. Now I can't stand up. They're going to have to bring the mic to me.

No duets here. I'm stuck sitting down for a while. This and my imagination are going to probably keep me down for the count. You're going to be at my place waiting when I get home, right?

[jbird]

You don't have to explain yourself but I'm not going to stop you. Especially if that's the way you're talking.

Good luck trying to get out of getting up there. Babs is a force to be reckoned with.

I don't know. My imagination might make it difficult to ride the bike. I'm just sitting here, touching myself, making a mess of my sweats imagining your mouth around me.

[cohero]

I would love to have my mouth around you right now, running my tongue around that perfect red tip, licking you up and down until you beg me to take you in.

I hope you and your sweats really miss me, along with the rest of you, because I am most certain that I could get out of here and grab a cab.

Exactly what you say, or send me next will determine where I end up going with the thing that's putting a hurting on my jeans. I'd show you, but it's not exactly polite in current company.

[jbird]

Yeah, you would like that wouldn't you? I bet you would also let me grab your head and use your mouth any way I want, fuck your face until you're choking on it.

She'll be pissed if you ditch, you know.

My sweats are off but they're not the only thing that misses you. I don't think I can wait for you to grab a cab. I'm already making a mess over here. Enjoy karaoke.

[cohero]

You're the only person I'd ever let use me like that. I'd let you fuck my face, open my mouth and let your hips pound away, smacking the back of my throat, making me swallow it down until you cum.

I didn't ditch, but I did take a trip to the bathroom to show you that I'm thinking about you.

Fuck. That's so hot. I may stay in here until I'm done thinking about what it's like to have my body pressed tight against yours, your heat wrapped tight around me. Damn. I want you so bad right now.

[jbird]

You'd swallow every last drop too wouldn't you?

Damn. Now that's a dick pic. Those jeans are way too tight to be that turned on.

I want you too. I'm so hard it's almost painful to not have you here to relieve this. I can't stop thinking about the way you feel pressed against me or your mouth on me at the bar. Fuck. I hate karaoke.