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[reneger]

( he's here. he's moved into dick's space of his own free will, which counts for a lot. there's a lot of shit he and dick should probably talk about, eventually. the differences between them, the expectations built off of other selves that don't quite match up. he's certain dick's running everything he knows about his jason against him, which is fair. they've got the same name, a similar background, they were both robin.

it's the robin connection that still binds them. it's dick's name, passed through five different brats by jason's time, six if you count duke - which, considering duke doesn't like being counted as a robin, jason generally doesn't. but dick grayson always counts. this one's different, older, more visibly sharp whereas the grayson had been familiar with worked hard to sand down the edges. he's different. it makes this feel easier, in a way.

easy enough that when dick stands up and presses against jason, jason's leaning into him. tilts his neck back to give dick more room to work with and reaches behind himself to grab onto the elasticy fabric of his shirt, starts yanking it up and off of his head. the kevlar's thicker in parts of it, strapped tight together in others to help lessen the number of weak spots in his armor, but it's all the same piece which makes pulling it off significantly easier than if it wasn't. it slides up his abdomen as he pulls back out of dick's reach just long enough to yank it up and off of his head, dropping it, too, down onto the coffee table before jason's takes a step forward and - presses right up against dick, chest-to-chest.

he's covered in scars, but jason doubts any of that is surprising. flash burns, cigarette burns, bullet wounds, plenty of places where someone's managed to dig something sharp and pointy into him, some mangled and making it clear where jason had to stitch and then restitch because he refused to sit down and let it heal first and instead pulled his work loose. the thick line across the right side of his neck, where bruce had sliced through his throat.

nothing worth pausing over.

with his own shirt removed, jason slides his hand back and under dick's shirt, fingers moving up to fit over his ribcage. )

You said you wanted it to be different. Wanna elaborate?

[cohero]

[It's all a learning curve in Dick's book. One he'll do his best to catch onto as quickly as possible to drag them through the least amount of mud, gore and unpleasant pain as possible, because he has this tiny notion that as much as Jay like might picking at scabs and flicking them across the room, not caring what they become. The bigger wounds are not so fun to dig at. They're the ones that get tossed around with temper and then apologized over, possibly. Dick still isn't quite sure. He's still climbing this hill with his training wheels on, as much as he always hated them.

There were comparisons, but they were quickly falling away left and right, bleeding away as one does toxins from a wound. Not that either of them were toxic, just that they weren't native to the system and while there were minor similarities, the major characteristics attached didn't gather themselves up the same way. Maybe that should have pushed Dick away, made him reconsider. It should have made his desire less. He'd never found men particularly attractive. Maybe one or two, but the deep gravel of Jay's voice and the smart attitude, the way he watched his brain work during training and while they were at the bar had him hard thinking of it.

It quickly drew Dick in, and held him there. Maybe his heart was too lost in the other Jason to know how to change certain affections and that should have already happened, Dick himself didn't understand why it didn't. He knew within one set conflict that one Red Hood was not like the rest. He inhaled deeply now as he stood here and watched this one pull his shirt off. Dick ran his fingers along Jay's body, tracing scars that he thought were nothing but beautiful, history, and while he knew they represented pain, and sometimes things barely remembered, they were all a part of the man in front of him.

When he reached the scar on his neck, he bit his lip. Dick's whole being ached to kiss over it, to taste the scar tissue. To take down the person who had done that to Jay. He figured it had been one of his killing wounds, but that didn't fit either story. His brow furrowed. Letting Jay touch him, Dick reached down and pulled his own shirt off. He had his own tale of scars, a few stray bullets, plenty of pointy things that got through and a nasty mark on his shoulder, straight through, then there was his own mark on his neck. A garish scar that look like his neck has been blasted open and only scar tissue remained. Mostly the truth.

Moving back in, Dick pressed their bodies together, and kissed Jay's shoulder from blade to neck, soft not harsh. and looked back. ]

It's not a type of different I suspect you or I really can create together I've realized. I want a relationship, but you're not in any place to want one if I read you right, and I don't know you. I don't know but a few things about you. That doesn't mean I don't want this. I still want it. I haven't changed my mind. It took me a while to figure it out, but I'm not running. I'm here to pay attention to what you have to show me. I'm not going to be really great at it, but I'm learning.

[reneger]

( dick presses in close, and jason's wrapping around him as best as he can: one arm around his ribcage still, the other raising to thread fingers through dick's hair just above his ear as he presses kisses along jason's shoulder. he's quiet, for a moment. letting that sit between them, because dick's - well, he's right. he doesn't know jason. or he does in some ways, but clearly doesn't in others. )

I told you before that I don't have time to fuck around, an' I meant it. ( it's quiet, voice a little unsure. dick may have admitted to a big secret earlier, but he's getting an equally large one out of jason. ) I wouldn't've just blown anyone like that. Hell, I haven't done that in, ( lips press together into a thin line, thinking. ) years. I don't let people touch me, and I sure as hell don't let them fuck my face.

( it's - a trust thing. a being vulnerable in front of another human being. dick isn't just anyone, it wasn't nothing to jason, nor is this. )

You want me to show you? See how it feels when it's with another guy? I can. But 's not gonna just--be dicking around. Not for me.

( he could really get into it. go into depth about his trust issues, go into why he's got them, but jason's fairly certain dick doesn't need a play-by-play. he's not wrong in jason not being ready for any kind of relationship, but, hell - all of his relationships that he's had have gotten people killed, tortured, kidnapped into space, or thrown into black holes. and none of those had even gone anywhere at that point. because jason--he pines. he'll crush hard on someone for years, pretend that maybe, possibly it could go somewhere - and the moment he catches an inkling of it potentially becoming something, he either fucks off and ruins it himself or the world ruins it for him.

jason todd doesn't do relationships, because he ruins everything he touches. )

[cohero]

[The pieces tumble onto the puzzleboard already being worked at by a larger hand with a large clatter. Now Dick sees a much clearer picture than the little tiny bits that he'd been shown in the past. It didn't line up clearly in his mind. There are times when he barely needs a corner and he's got the entire riddle solved, but this time he had to have all the corners in their places, and a lot of the edging done before he could revel any of the center. It frustrated him, but in the end it's always worth it-- it's always worth it.

It doesn't matter if this particular puzzle evades him for years to come, continually adding and subtracting. It's something to be expected, but as long as his hand is moving along the board and his mind entangled in the equation, then he knows he can dive with it. Somehow, it works in the same manner that Dick massages his fingers into the tiny bit of scruff of hair at the base of Jason's neck while Dick listens intently to every word he has to say.

There's a nod, and Dick slides his hand down to rest at Jays' hip, injecting small circles into play that cover the back curve of his bone and the muscle that sides next to it. Being vulnerable isn't easy for either of them. No one seems to hold the patent on that one there. Is it worth the risk, Dick looks deeply at Jay. He's already told himself that he'd do this, that he wanted to do this, take this chance. ]

I'm not jerking you around. I can't do that. This is serious for me too, and no one else is touching me, or will be touching me. It's only you that I'm looking at. I don't find anyone else remotely ... like you, and I'm talking you, not some other Jason I know. So, yeah, I want to know what it's like with you, not just some guy, with you, Jason.

[To that, Dick leans in and tips his head the amount needed to kiss Jay on the lips, this time it's firmer than the last. It's not as brutal as he took him in the bar, because the need wasn't as desperate. He didn't feel like Jay was going to disappear through his finger tips if he let go for one second. There would be time for things to grow to those levels eventually, because Dick knew himself and how he could be. This was something he wanted enough, that he would become starved for it, and beg at these lips to taste every last drop that they wanted to give them-- but for now, he started slowly, nipping and licking lightly, playfully even]

[reneger]

( his neck is usually a bit of a sore spot; it's an easy place to damage, and one that bruce himself has fucked up enough to make jason--hesitant about letting any other bat near it. but dick reaches out for him, massages fingers against the back of his neck, and it feels good.

it might be how fucking touch-starved he is, but he's not psychoanalyzing himself. that's just asking for trouble, and jason gets himself into enough of it as-is without digging into all his emotional problems.

not that this is doing him much better. dick touches him, and jason's melting into it. his shoulders slouch, his body angles itself a little closer to dick, pressing into the hand at his hip and the one at the back of his neck. closes his eyes as he lets dick touch him. enjoys it for the moment, even if he doesn't trust this to last worth shit. either he'll ruin it, or dick'll fuck off on him, or any other fun combination of life-ruining bullshit that follows jason everywhere he goes. it's always a risk. it's always something that happens, but jason knows he's desperate enough to risk it anyway.

that he craves affection like this even if he knows it'll ruin him in the end. that he wants it desperately, enough he'll risk fucking himself over. that his warning to dick about jason running away was more right than he cares to admit, because chances of it happening are extremely high still, even though he's pressing into dick, leaning close. because he wants it but he knows it'll ruin them.

dick leans in for a kiss, and jason melts into that too. raises his hand to cup the side of dick's neck, palm pressing against where it curves into his shoulder. there's no real pressure, it's just--touch, gentle and easy as he hums against dick's lips.

pulls back when he nips at his lips, just enough so he can speak. )

What do you want? Or do you wanna--wing it?

( haha, get it? nightwing, winging it. )

[cohero]

[All of it is enough to enforce the idea, the fact, the truth that this is real. It's not some fabricated plan to work Dick up to a point of no return and then flit away and leave him on a platter for the ravens to come pick at whatever pieces are left. Whatever happens between them from this point, Dick knows that Jason's going to see it through to conclusion. Not used to being this raw and vulnerable, there's still a trickle of fear that Dick has to stomp out.

The way Jason melts into him and against him goes a long way into helping it disappear. The air is thick with a desperation that comes from both sides of the coin it feels like, and Dick can't be positive, but he would like to think that Jason really does need this as much as he does. This will be a thing of value for both of them, and Dick isn't giving away this piece of himself to just anyone-- it's going to matter.

The slide of Jay's hand along his neck, makes Dick sigh. He returns the nips, and licks across lips that leave him starved for more. Letting his free hand drift over and along whatever it finds, Dick is half in love with everything he touches-- every ripple of muscle, drift of scar tissue, and flat of smooth flesh sends electrical impulses straight down to tighten the knot already settled low in his stomach, and beyond. ]

I don't know enough to know what I want. Lets just see how it works. Show me. I want you to feel good too.

[Sliding his mouth downward, Dick kisses over Jason's jaw and moves to the open smooth flesh of jay's neck-- trying to stay away from anything that might make him overly uncomfortable and sucks kisses into the skin, muttering softly about how good he tastes. The lower he goes, the more intent his mouth becomes on pulling at the skin. When it reaches the fleshy hollow above Jay's collarbone, Dick sucks his mark into the skin softly, taking his time with it, caressing the skin with his tongue in the same way his hand caresses the small of Jay's back. It's all about a change of pace for now. Showing that Dick can be both things, desperate and hungry, fierce and demanding, but also tender and needy all at once. ]

[reneger]

( he already feels good. a little overwhelmed, maybe, to have dick's attention focused on him like this. and to not have been given a clear pathway to what dick wants, exactly. i don't know enough, he says, which puts more pressure on jason to make sure he doesn't somehow fuck this up. if dick had asked for a blowjob, jason would have been all over that. a handjob, even, if he wanted to shove jason up against a wall and fuck him hard, or wanted jason to put him down to bed and take him apart so slowly he was shaking by the end of it - jason knows how to do that. showing someone, going through soft touches while dick works to map out his body, finding scar tissue while also being careful to avoid any of the messier ones. this, jason doesn't know how to.

teeth dig into his lower lip as a shudder wracks through his spine when dick's tongue licks over skin, but it's not--it's not because he's not enjoying it, but the opposite.

jason likes soft touches almost as much as he enjoys going hard enough he doesn't have to stop and thing. it's just - it complicates shit. it makes it harder for him, because he's not running on adrenaline. fingers grip harder onto dick, blunt nails digging into flesh before he loosens his hold and instead drags nails down over dick's chest until he can grasp hold of him by his hips. )

Bed.

( it's less asking, more telling before his grip tightens and he's pulling dick in closer still, fingers holding on tight to lift him off the ground if dick will allow jason hold onto him. dick's about the same height as he is, but jason's got a shitton of muscle over him and has lugged around heavier. he's moving to wrap an arm around dick's thighs, to pull him up and close so jason can cart the both of them over towards the mattress. )

[cohero]

[Honestly, the last thing that Dick wanted to do was make it more difficult-- but he warned Jason out of the gate that he had no clue what he was doing. He also said straight up front that he was brilliant at fucking things up. Apparently he was right on par there. Not that he had a clue he was already doing it with the way he was touching, kissing, seeking out to try and do his best to give all he knew how to another person.

Dick wasn't a bad lover. He knew he wasn't that. There was talent in his fingers, his mouth. He'd done a lot of things with women. There were ways to touch, to caress. Maybe men were different, how was he supposed to know that Jason preferred something more tangible, a little more harsh, more telling. This was Dick, and he could only do what he knew for now. He could only act on what he had in front of him, and that was this man that took him apart by merely standing there. Jay didn't get it. It didn't take a million touches, or two or three more blowjobs to pull Dick apart piece by piece. It took this. It was all of it, all of him. The ability to touch, to know. Dick was peeling bits of himself away with every kiss, Every touch he gave offered a minor part of himself that he knew he wasn't getting back, and still he did it because he wanted to-- no, needed to on some level. Such a masochist he'd been molded into by the creator's hand. In truth, Dick could blame a billion different things, but at the end of the day, it was only him left standing, alone to atone for all his actions.

Dick easily went into Jason's arms, reactive to the touches offered. His back arched and hips gave way. The red lines down his chest made him look down with abject hunger. The soft flame that lit his loins and had them curling tight and low, began to glow brighter, sharper, all a direct reflection of the way he was touched. Dick's own blunt nails curled into the back of Jay's neck, and dug in tight as he was carried. ]

I want you. I want to taste you, different parts of you, but ultimately I want you, whether you take me, or I take you. I want to fuck. I feel it so ... fuck. I want you. okay, it's hard to think of anything else.

[Finally, Dick's mouth gave way the final truth of what he wanted. It wasn't easy for him to spit it out, but he had an idea in his head of what he wanted. There was an order there. Things in his head, means to an end, but he had to know a few certain facts first. ]

sorry for the delay! i went down a comics spiral for the last.. week.

[reneger]

( he likes the weight. feeling dick against him, knowing it's jason holding him up currently, that if he let go, dick'd--well, he'd catch himself, but he's trusting jason not to let him go. and jason's moaning soft against dick's mouth, barely audible but enough dick can feel it. jason doesn't watch where he's going, not when he's got his full attention on dick, but it doesn't matter. the safehouse is small enough, there's no stairs to cross, he can make it over to his bed with minimal issues. once his shins hit the mattress, jason drops himself forward and down, moving one hand off of dick's thighs so he can press that palm against the mattress beside dick's head.

boxing him in, but not crowding him too much. his knees stay on the bed so he's not pushing all his weight down onto dick, spreading wide enough to make room for dick's own between them if he chooses to lower them from around jason's waist.

grins down at him, once he's pulled himself up enough to look down to him. it doesn't quite reach his eyes, but he's working on it. )

You don't want me to wrap my hand around both of us and jack us off together? Or push your thighs together an' get off between 'em? Use you while you're squirming?

( fake confidence, he can do. he's feeling a little more settled now that he's got leverage over dick again, more like he can fake his way through figuring out whatever he's--doing with this. mouthing off has always been one of jason's better talents.

it's just the follow-through he gets nervous with. )

no troubles. it's been a little bit of hell here. the brain has been off-kilter.

[cohero]

[There's a rhythm, a cadence in the step, the way that Dick's carried and the way that Jay doesn't even look at the room around him, but only at Dick as he recounts what he wants. Then he's falling and crashing into the bed with Jason on top of him. It's so completely different from anything he's ever felt before, jarring and strange. Dick feels even more exposed with his body wrapped tight around Jay, knowing that he offered himself up for the taking.

Strong legs cling like virtual vices, but the springs are loose. Dick's hips rock and bring their pelvises into contact. He can see the color in Jay's eyes and knows that it's not the passion that he'd seen before. There's something missing. Not knowing this Jay, Dick wonders if it's what he requested. Was it not how he was supposed to respond. Dick knows that he warned Jason that he didn't do things halfway. He said before that he wanted it all.

Leaning up, he cut off the suggestions with his mouth, shoving his tongue against those words the same way he dug his fingers into Jay's hair. He tugged at the growing hairs, and pulled them a little tighter than he had since they'd been here. Taking a breath, he licked over the bite to Jay's lip that he'd given him earlier. ] No. More. I told you what I wanted. If you won't fuck me, then I'll fuck you. I want to feel something deep. Not hands, not thighs, the real thing, Jason.

[reneger]

( dick rocks up against him and god, jason loves the feeling of how wrapped around him he is. strong thighs around his waist, fingers digging hard into his hair as dick shoves his tongue into his mouth, and jason's shuddering from the sensation of it. from how perfect dick feels in his arms, to how bossy he is - how he bites and nips and licks and demands and it's - if the moan spilling from his lips has anything to say about it, jason's certainly enjoying himself. )

's all real, y'know. But I hear you. ( he leans in a little closer, just for a moment. nips at dick's jawline hard enough to leave teeth imprints behind in his skin, then lowers a hand down to push gently at dick's hip. jason'd love to stay wrapped up in him forever, to rut against each other just like this until they made a mess of themselves, but dick is being needy, and who is he to tell him no? especially when dick's demands align with what he wants. jason shimmies down the mattress as best as he can, leaving bitemarks and bruises along dick's neck and chest as he goes. intent on lowering himself down between dick's legs. if he wants to feel something deep, jason's going to take his time prepping him for it. )

[cohero]

[There's a whole hell of a lot more that Dick could do to explain the meaning of the word real, and exactly what he wants, but he's at the point now where fuck if he's going to let go and do anything opposite--even if it doesn't reach Jay's eyes, Dick will figure out how to deal with the consequences later. The moans are enough to keep him going.

Offering himself up, Dick drops his legs from their tight grip-- but that doesn't mean he lets go. His fingers still grip and pull, they tangle in trusses and then scrape over the edges of tightly corded muscles. ]

Fuck. Your body is amazing.

[Ugh. Dick can't help but almost whimper at how Jason's mouth works over him. No one has tasted him like this, no one has dared. The bites and bruises are perfect accoutrements to whatever comes next. Dick curls his lip between his teeth, and sucks on it. He has an idea about what he's going to feel, but given that he's never even attempted to try it out himself, Dick's anxious for the intrusion. The muscles of his legs tighten and give, thighs quiver as he sits there waiting for Jason's next move.]

Yes. This is what I want. I want to feel you. You're so damn good at this.

[reneger]

( he likes the taste of dick against his tongue (ha) more than jason'll care to admit to out loud. loves digging his teeth into him, biting and nipping and sucking marks into his skin, scraping teeth against his ribcage with a soft, pleased hum when fingertips dig into one of the more recent scrapes he's got on his back. jason could keep this up for hours, tasting every inch of dick, memorizing every scar he doesn't recognize, every new mark, the noises that pass dick's lips as jason slides down further, finds new skin to explore. )

Compliments'll get you everywhere.

( his voice is teasing, rough around the edges, and jason's - tipping his head back to look up to dick as he gets his weight up onto his knees between dick's thighs. grips onto pants to undo them for the second time tonight, so he can yank them and his underclothes down legs and off. they're in his way. and the grin that curls up the corners of jason's kiss-swollen lips reflects that same teasing tone; the tense line of his shoulders has loosened some, he knows what he's doing, he can manage this. )

Drawer to your right's got lube in it. Whenever you manage to get that way, don't rush on my account. ( because he's comfortable down here, thanks. dick said he wants more, he wants to feel something deep, and jason'll give it to him. eventually. right now? he's wrapping arms around dick's thighs, yanking him down the mattress a little as jason ducks down to start nipping at the inside of his legs, leaving a similar trail to the one he'd left down dick's stomach. )

[cohero]

[One of the biggest things that Dick never does in his struggle for perfection is give up all the hard won control and perfect planning. If this didn't happen to be spur of the moment, then what could truly be counted such. Then there's the fact that there's barely any real control allotted to the older male laying sprawled out on the simple mattress. They're at Jay's place, and Dick's body is at his mercy. If Dick had his way, he would be the one who would get to draw paintings with his mouth across that muscled perfection. It didn't matter if Jay saw it as such or not; Dick certainly did.

For now, Dick could do what he could to make do with what he had. Maybe it took him a little bit, but when he noted a gasp or inhale, Dick began to notice the pattern. If Jay was making Dick's body a minefield of teethmarks and a stunning landmine of hickeys. All of which heralded the fact that Dick's body, when finished would belong to no one other than Jason, Dick figured he might return a small amount of the same. He found the scrapes and bruises on Jason's body and he began to press into them with his fingers.

Dick would elongate one here, and deepen one there. Where there was skin to touch, Dick found it, and marked it in his own way, darkening that which was there and making his own marks. If he couldn't taste Jason the way he wished, then he'd touch him everywhere he could. ]

Lube. Right...

[There was a turn for it, but Dick's eyes were busy feasting on Jay's body as it moved between his legs again. He recalled very well what happened previously. While that was utterly a feat beyond anything Dick had to compare, what was happening here was different and better in ways that he would think about later as he looked at the body Jason created in the mirror. Reaching for the drawer, his fingers missed it when he was tugged. He didn't bother to try again because Dick found his thigh being sucked at, and blood rushed to the surface along with a loud, lingering moan.]

Jesus, fuck. Jason. God. You're going to make me come before you even touch me anywhere.

[It wasn't true, but Dick could feel the way his cock responded, the way blood rushed through his body. All his neurotransmitters sent him through the roof with sensitivities that rocked his body and his hips toward and then back down into the bed, uncertain of how to deal with the pressures of Jay's mouth. The tip of Dick's lip that he'd had in his teeth earlier had bled red, and subsequently wandered along his tongue. He rolled it over his lips and painted them an off color of crimson glancing up at everything he was being given.]

[reneger]

( jason's very intentionally avoiding going anywhere near dick's cock. not because he doesn't want it, because hell - he'd love to get this mouth back on him, to swallow him down once more, to pull back just enough as he comes to gather his seed on his tongue, to show it to dick before he curls his tongue into the other's mouth and makes him taste himself. he would, but he knows damn well that grayson's just going to bitch because he'd asked for something specific, not that.

(which, really, jason appreciates. having guidelines, knowing what someone wants, being told where they want shit to go makes it easier. he knows where to focus his attention, doesn't have to stress so much about fucking it up. maybe he'd hate it if dick tried to tell him what to do in any other scenario, but this is different.)

dick tries and fails to grapple for the drawer, which jason doesn't mind. his mouth presses right up against the inside of dick's thigh, close enough to his cock his jawline brushes against it, but jason - skips right over it still. shifts instead, to bite a line against his hip and sucks hard until dick's skin is red from it.

pulls back for a moment, fingers gripping tight onto his leg. )

If you come, I'll get you hard again. ( a cheeky little grin gets thrown dick's way, as jason noses in against his stomach. ) Or I'll fuck you anyway. You've been asking so nicely, I'd just hate to ruin it for you.

( his tone's light, playful. the grip on dick's thigh loosens so jason can slip both arms under dick's ass, weight on his elbows under him, and - closes his eyes as he pulls dick's balls into his mouth for just a moment, teasing, before he drags the flat of his tongue down further, against his hole. he'd promised to fuck dick, he hadn't said he wouldn't take his time in getting there. )

[cohero]

[There's teasing and then there's a little bit of the ninth rings, and Dick feels that he's somewhere around ring seven right now. Problem being, he can't even recall what ring that is because how how fucked up Jason's got his body feeling. He wouldn't have minded Jason's mouth around his cock. Sure, he didn't want to get off that way completely at first, but it wasn't like he said do not go forth and touch mine dick. Fuck that shit. His cock is weeping for attention, and right after the performance it gave not that long ago, Dick would consider what's going on pretty generous.

Then again, what Jay's doing to his body is overly generous as well. All of those pain-pleasure barriers have been wasted away, Dick has been doing his damnedest to share his enthusiasm in every manner conceivable. He's no pretty pillow princess. There's been plenty of moans, but there's been grappling and digging as well. Dick's nails were dragging through Jason's scalp before he pulled back. ]

Fuck...

[It was barely perceptible as he scanned over the body that hovered above him. Jason was priceless, so absolutely stunning and not even completely nude yet. Fuck if Dick didn't want to see every blasted inch of that body on display in front of him. He almost whined at the thought, but then Jason brought down his mouth around Dick's sack and the man stilled. Nothing makes a man still quicker than having his balls sucked on. It felt incredible, and he closed his eyes and concentrated, but then the sensation was gone. ]

Really---- The- holy, fuck. oh dear jesus, jason.

[No one, and that was absolutely not a single one of his ex-girlfriends had ever asked, or even thought to ask about doing what Jay was doing now. Dick had nothing to compare the feeling of having the nerves of his tight entrance licked across. They all sent simultaneous sensations straight to his already aching sac, through his cock and then outward. It was like every part of his brain lit up. He had no idea that such a pleasure existed, and fuck did he want more. Dick's fingers scrambled for whatever bed-sheets they could find and gripped at them tightly. He knew this was going to be a new roller coaster ride. He tipped his head back and let it all come to him now. His smart pithy responses were dead on his lips for the time being, but that didn't mean they were gone.]

[reneger]

( he likes making dick squirm. knowing it was him that caused that reaction, his name on dick's lips as he grasps desperately for anything he can get his hands on, something to feel solid under his hands, and jason's - giving a soft, pleased hum, mouth pressing against sensitive skin while he pulls his tongue back into his mouth for a moment, drags it against the roof of his mouth before he's opening lips once more and pressing the tip of his tongue against dick's entrance, as if he intends on fucking him with it.

licks over him instead, while jason's hips cant down against the mattress, rutting against it. there's not much feeling to it, not with the cup still on under his jeans, but it's the motion that counts, isn't it? makes him feel a little better despite how hard and aching he is. jason's got a plan in mind now, and he intends on fulfilling it.

slowly, if it means he can get dick to say his name like that again. his tongue runs flat against skin again, and jason's arm curls under dick's hips. slides up until it's high enough he can press the pad of his thumb up against dick's hole, too, and starts slowly pushing in. there's no intention of pushing it too far; he's teasing and enjoying every moment of it. )

You wanna roll over, Dickie? ( jason pulls back only enough to speak, grin evident from his tone. he doesn't have to look down now, jason's enjoying the vision that is dick grayson, head tipped back and fingers scrambling desperately against the bed while jason drives him a little batshit. his tongue drags up this time, pressing against the underside of his balls, nose to his erection. he could stay here all damn day. )

[cohero]

[It's like the world flipped over and suddenly all the things that Dick thought he knew for sure, suddenly weren't. He was so very used to holding all that control and now he'd handed it over to let himself be taken apart piece by fucking pieced. There wasn't going to be enough of him left to put back together when Jason was done, and even with his head spinning, enthralled by this new onslaught to his nervous system, Dick had the wherewithal to put that two and two together.

He was so royally screwed, but fuck he was going to love getting there.

Closing his eyes, Dick could hear the faint uptick in Jason's breathing the way he inhaled as he licked his lips, or was he getting ready to tease Dick's ass again. It was hard to know. Whatever it was, Dick was almost sure there was a measured bar of excitement to what was happening. No wonder he felt like he was drowning. Jay knew what he was doing, and Dick should have known better. He had asked for this, begged for this and now he was going to live in service to this, dying on his knees so that he could feel it again. Sure, he'd do his best to cover his tracks when he could, but already the scratches were made.

Feeling the tongue again, Dick gasped and shuddered. He was half ready for it this time and he wanted more. He wanted the depth that he knew was coming. ] More, Jason. Fuck. I want more..

[It was a feeble attempt and even Dick knew it. The sheets in his fists curled and uncurled now as he let out a breath. He was almost relaxed and then there was the edge of a thumb, and an arm under his back. Dick would knot himself in two if it would help, but flipping himself over meant that there would be no more direct eye contact, and no skin to skin for the time being. He huffed, and glanced down. ]

Not if you call me Dickie, little jayjay. Two of us can make up horrible nick names. Let's not.

[it was said with an undercurrent of a smile, and when Dick rolled up-- completely folding himself in half, He pulled Jason up by the hair and smashed their mouths together for a messy, biting kiss that gave him a world of flavors to savor before he twisted at the waist and rolled over in a move more befitting a caterpillar than a man. ]

Your wish is my command, babe.

[reneger]

( demands made, and jason slides back enough to give dick room to move. snorts at the little jayjay comment, but he's giving dick time to reach up and smash their mouths together. moans against lips in a way that's half for show, just because he's pretty sure dick likes it when he's noisy, and while jason's not - naturally inclined to be loud, he can be. his tongue licks over his upper teeth after dick's pulled away and starts worming his way over before jason's leaning back down and biting a mark just below dick's hipbone. )

You don't like Dickie? But it works so well with you. Dickiebird, Dickieboy, y'know. ( a shake of his head, to push fussed hair away from his face, and jason's putting his weight up onto his knees. presses a hand to dick's ribcage, so he can slide it back to his hip and pull him up onto his knees. bites another mark into a cheek, then slides his hand down to wrap fingers around dick's cock. gives it a few dry strokes, while he noses in closer. )

There's so much worse shit I could call you, sweetheart. You'll wanna try for the lube again here soon.

( unfortunately for jason, his mouth's a little busy, so he doesn't go through every terrible nickname he could think of for dick and instead tightens his fingers around his cock - not enough to hurt, just enough so he can feel the pressure before jason licks his tongue across his hole again. his other hand braces his weight on dick's hip, using it to keep himself from falling face-first into dick's ass (not that it'd be a terrible place to be, just, you know, slightly inconvenient for what he's going for) while he presses the tip of his tongue into him. )

[cohero]

[Sure, Dick likes noises-- the real ones. He enjoys the sharp inhales of breath and quiet sighs as much as any little moan into his mouth. That doesn't mean he won't capture it and hold onto it. Still, he's a master of his senses, all of them and when one of them is taken away, he will use what's left to take his pleasure. Not that he has any worry about Jay offering him anything less than white knuckled, exquisite pleasure at this point.

Another bite is like another stroke with the cane. It brings him closer to that particular place where his endorphins start to kick into overdrive. It takes a lot more for Dick than most people and so they have a ways to go, but with the way Jason sinks his teeth into him toying with him over and over, Dick has to wonder. He doesn't think twice when he groans or inhales sharply, enjoying the way his body feels with every slap of pain, then taunt of slight gratification afterwards.

Uncaring to raise to the taunting this time, Dick merely smiles and then laughs. It dies on his throat when his dick is grabbed and stroked at. Dick breathes out and pushes his hips forward, all the while feeling the heat behind teasing him with what might happen next. Pulling forward from the hand on his ribs, Dick grabs for the bedside and comes back with the lube, sliding it along the bed for Jason. ]

For you, honeykins.

[He turns his head, and blows a kiss.

Licking his lips, Dick drops his head while a shiver runs along the whole of his spine. A gasp he has no control over escapes him when Jason's tongue crosses him once. His back begins to bow because from this vantage there's no where for Dick to go. The man could thrust forward, but that would take him away from the tongue, and to lean back would take him away from the hand. It's a fuckitall situation.

Instead, Dick takes pages from long lessons in exertion and patience all at once. Blowing out air, he he keeps his eyes tightly shut and focuses on exactly what Jason's doing, the sounds, the exact touches, and what it takes to move his tongue through those tiny little puckered muscles. . ]

Shit. Fuck. Jason.

[Shaking his head, he inhales and concentrates. He's in a beautiful landscape in hell, and if he dies this way, he'll have never known better.]

[reneger]

( it's intentional, how he cages dick in. doesn't give him room to move forward or back without missing out on something. he likes the way dick's muscle shifts under his hand, likes knowing he's struggling trying to figure out what the hell he's supposed to do here, because jason - he likes having dick stuck between a rock and a hard place, out of options on how the hell to handle what jason's doing to him. when he's given plenty of room to choose but can't and instead struggles somewhere in the middle, carefully keeping himself still so he neither loses out on the feeling of jason's tongue putting pressure against his hole nor his fingers wrapped around his dick, not enough to get him off but enough to provide him with some friction. )

Mm, yeah. ( it's a non answer. a half-response, given just because he loves the way his name sounds on dick's lips when he's this worked up. jason drags his tongue over dick's entrance one last time, before he's releasing his erection and using his newly freed hand to reach for the lube.

uncaps it and raises himself so he can press his chest against dick's back, leaning against him. he squeezes a liberal amount of lube out onto his index and middle finger, then drops the tube back down and drags those two fingers against dick's ass before gently, gently pressing the tip of his middle finger into him up to the first knuckle. not nearly enough, but enough to tease.

and leans right on over dick, mouthing along the back of his shoulder before he's murmuring soft, )

Y'know, I've always wondered how far I could bend you. I've seen the kinda weird as hell moves you pull on the field. The kinda shit I could never pull off. Too bulky, y'know? 's that gymnast build of yours. ( mouthing off is easy, especially when he's slowly sliding his finger in deeper. ) You think I could fold you in half? Get up on my knees an' bend your knees up to your head, fuck you hard an' make you watch just how deep you're taking me.

[cohero]

[Leave it to the master of choices to give Dick one that leaves him mostly tortured, stuck between two choices that leave him utterly hapless, and feeling like he's so incapable all he can do is stop and hang in the middle moaning out Jason's name like a plea to the minor, or major sex gods. Dick doesn't even see what Jason's done to him, but instead only plays out his mark. He's eager to be led straight into the place that Jason wants for him.

A little like a lamb led to slaughter, Dick lays happily on his knees before his chosen place of worship. All the encouragement he could ever need bleed through his nerves like water along muslin, absorbing all the best parts and filtering out the rest. When Dick feels the tongue and hand suddenly disappear, he's not sure how to feel all of a sudden. Bereft, for only the briefest of moments-- He's almost certain of what's to come, but what had been was so nice, that it leaves him only waiting for more, a lot more.

Then there's the impending pressure, twisting and pushing. His body angles against it and with it only that deep, his first reaction is to angle for more, to ask for more. It's like Dick's body only has the decency to want to bear down and push against whatever it is. Dick knows that he's got to relax, because eventually it will come.

It's Jason's body pressed against his back that does it. It's what makes him forget that overwhelming desire for more right this very second. That dark gravel whispering in his ear about bending him over. Biting his lip, Dick's body still pushes back, giving him away. He wants it to fill his body at least once so he has a mind for it-- he wants to feel some fullness, some point where the internal presence takes and pulls inward as much as it pushes outwards

Eventually it hits, and Dick relaxes a step. He exhales and reminds himself that there's a lot more to come, but anything was better than a mere knuckle. Turning his head, he smirks. ]

I'd love to see your cock in my ass. I'm as flexible as you want me to be for you, baby. I'll take everything you want to give me and then some.

[Inhaling, Dick wants more already. He's determined to feel what it's like to take Jason's dick inside him. He knows so much more is coming, and fuck does he want it. ]