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[theotherobin]

i just thought maybe you changed your mind.

[cohero]

I mentioned two things, and I haven't changed my mind about either.

[theotherobin]

okay.
that's good.

so hanging out, skinny dipping, sleeping together?

[cohero]

I'm not going to change my mind about you Jason.

[theotherobin]

everybody always does. it's usually just waiting around for when.

[cohero]

So now you're just waiting for me to change my mind?

[theotherobin]

no. i don't know. i don't want you to.

[cohero]

Then don't generalize, or throw me in with everyone else.

[theotherobin]

sorry.

just having a weird night i guess.

[cohero]

what happened?

[theotherobin]

nothing. i'm just fucked up.

[cohero]

You're not fucked up, Jason.
It's okay to be worried now and then. I wanted to make sure nothing bad happened.
Look, I'm not going anywhere, okay?

[theotherobin]

i'm the bad thing that always happens, that's the thing.

ok. sorry.

where are you right now?

[cohero]

You're the best thing that's happened to me in a while, Jason.
The very best.

I'm in my room at my desk, trying to find us the best pool.

[theotherobin]

ok. cool.
you are too, the very best. that's probably why i'm freaking out.

can i come hang out with you?

[cohero]

I'm glad you came to me and asked what I was thinking, instead of freaking out by yourself.


Sure, you're welcome in here anytime.
I always want to see you.

[theotherobin]

yeah, me too. i was missing you.

i'll be there in a minute.

[ even less than that, cause he'a already on his way over across the common space, headed to Dick's room. he makes sure no one else is around before he slips inside, locking the door behind him. ]

Hey.

[cohero]

[As advertised, Dick is sitting at his desk flipping through options for their naked swimming escapade. He's been combing through houses around the area where the residents might be away on a vacation with a security system he knows he can break through. He wants a nice enough place so there aren't neighbors too close to catch them.

A big smile greets Jason when he comes in.] Hey baby. I think I've found a place. The couple is in Egypt on holiday.

[theotherobin]

[ when Dick said he'd find a pool for them Jason thought it would be somewhere official, but this is way cooler.

he feels instant relief when he sees the smile on Dick's face, and he smiles a little now too, coming over. he feels stupid for being so dramatic and weird about the two of them, but he's shitty thoughts always tend to get in the way. being here with Dick now, all of that fades away.

he slides his arms around Dick's neck and looks at the screen, raising his eyebrows. ]

We're gonna break in?

[cohero]

[Reaching up, he slides his hand along Jason's arm, and bows his head to lay a kiss across the fore part of it. There's a relief that settles on Dick too having Jason here with him. It's so much easier to be in the same room as him, locked here together where they don't have to worry about the rest of the world for a little bit. The day to day was hard enough trying to hide everything.

He turned and looked up] I was planning on it. That's alright with you, right? I figure this way we won't get caught, and can spend the time goofing around however we want. It's only a pool, so we're breaking in, but not really doing harm.

[theotherobin]

[ he feels more settled here, with Dick's obvious affection making things feel so much clearer. it's harder for his intrusive thoughts to take over like this. ]

Yeah, I think it's awesome. Just wasn't expecting it from you.

[even if they aren't doing any harm, it just seems like more delinquency than he ever thought Dick would suggest.]

[cohero]

[it's good that Jason feels more at home like this. It's exactly what Dick wants for them. Tugging on the arm, he pulls Jason over into his lap so that he's sitting across it, legs to the side for now. It makes it easier for Dick to fiddle with the computer and keep his arms around Jason, which is where he feels they belong.

They feel best like this when Jason's had a more difficult day. He kisses Jason's cheek.]

I can be a bad boy too. Trust me, I'm not some grand role model you should have all dressed up in that head of yours.

[He laughs softly, and taps at the side of Jason's head lightly a few times.]

[theotherobin]

[ Jason smiles a little more when Dick tugs him into his lap, and he wraps his arms back around his neck as he does so, leaning in to press soft kisses along Dick's jaw.

he's glad he talked to Dick about how he was feeling and didn't let it fester into something even worse in his head. it was hard to say something, but it's a good thing that he did.]

I mean, you know... being our leader and all...

[not just that, but being the first Robin under Bruce's care... yeah, he's definitely got Dick right up there on a pedestal. Maybe even more so now. Jason thinks he's the fucking greatest.]

This is definitely refreshing though, I gotta say.

[cohero]

[The kisses are a little distracting. They're warm and inviting and perfectly wonderful at this time of day. It's why Dick was finally so insistent upon them sharing a bed together in the end. He couldn't stand not being able to wrap himself around Jason and do things like this.

Jason's not the only one that's glad that they are both getting a little better at talking about their feelings. Dick thought he was going to expire when they were talking about the possibility of falling in love. It was so hard to sit and text so openly about everything they explored through that whole thing. Jason was teaching him more and more to be open, to want to be open.

He shook his head, and reached up to turn Jason's face so he could kiss him long and deep.]

Baby, I'm so much more than your leader. I'm your lover, your boyfriend and a person, you know. I'm going to break rules with you, laugh with you, and do stupid with you....and make love to you. You make me so fucking happy. Remember all that when you think about me being some perfect thing. Cause I'm really not.

[It's something he needs Jason to see and remember. He's like everyone else. He makes horrible mistakes, and is not perfect. He's far from it. He does adore Jason though.]

[theotherobin]

[ it works for him too, so well. when he goes out there to face the rest of the world he has problems. wrapped up in Dick's arms like this... they all seem to melt away. it's probably not healthy and far too clingy, but that's how Jason is.

the talking thing is definitely new, but they seem to be doing alright at it so far. he's just relieved Dick isn't losing his patience with him for the messy thoughts in his head.

and then one of his favorite parts... the kisses. Jason turns his head so Dick can kiss him, and his eyes flutter closed as he kisses back deeply. it makes him practically melt against Dick's chest. ]

I do see you as all those things. I guess I just... I have a lot of intense feelings about you and they're all good, so when I think of you, I think of this perfectly amazing person. But I know you're all those other things too.